#(preferably 86 season 2 but you already knew that......)

[yourenotacat]

Ishii... 🥹

[lynxalon]

all the even numbers 🤗

You are a BlessingTM 🙏

2. Chocolate bars or lollipops?

4. How did your elementary school teachers describe you? - Quiet, head either in the clouds or in a book.

6. Pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal, or sportswear? - Consider, grunge boho... Either that or formal grunge lol.

8. Movies or tv shows?

10. Game you were best at in p.e.? - Volleyball.

12. Name of your favorite playlist? - BTS paved the way lolol

14. Favorite non-chocolate candy? - Pop rocks.

16. Most comfortable position to sit in? - Cross-legged.

18. Ideal weather? - Stormy weather 😍😍😍 Lightning and thunder and rain are so calming to me

20. Preferred place to write? (I.e., in a notebook, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.) - My laptop, my hands cramp really easily so I usually write there or occassionally on myphone if I'm not around my laptop or have a Sudden Important Idea.

22. Role model? - In order: My nana, then BTS. I was gonna add more but. Idk who else I would want to add.

24. Favorite crystal? - Probably onyx.

26. Favorite activity to do in warm weather? - Swim!!!

28. Five songs to describe you? - Awake by BTS Jin, Epiphany by BTS Jin, Tonight by BTS Jin, Promise by BTS Jimin, and 19 by Stray Kids. Bonus: First Love by BTS Suga.

30. Places that your find sacred? - The very top of the magnolia tree in my front yard.

32. Top five favorite vines? - 'Look at all those chickens!', 'T-T-T-T-T-T-T-T-T-T-T-TARGET,' 'I won't hesitate, b i t c h,' 'What up I'm Jared I'm 19 and I never fucking learned how to read,' and 'Ha ha ha, I do that.'

34. Advertisements you have stuck in head? - '1-800-CONTACTS!'

36. What is the first meme you remember ever seeing? - I was gonna say the 'keep calm' things but. Then I thought about those cat memes, you know the one's. Like the 'Aliens' cat. Idk if that counts but I'm putting that cause anything else I can think of is Cursed fandom memes.

38. Lemonade or tea? - Tea, specifically sweet tea, but no one's tea but mine. Everyone else's tea is disgusting, even in Louisiana you go to fucking Sonic and they don't know how to make basic fucking sweet tea like? This is the south? Make it right???

40. Weirdest thing to ever happen at your school? - Okay so the school built this massive fucking ventilator system for the gym cause it was always balls hot in there or freezer burn cold, so that was fine. Well, lots of students smoked weed in the back of the gym where no one can see you unless they're Looking for you. I'm sure you can tell where this is going already. So, one day after the ventilators are finished and everything is back to normal, some kids smoked weed in the gym and well... It ended up reaching Every Goddamn Part of the school. The smell of weed was fucking everywhere. It Stunk. It was so bad that school was cancelled for the rest of the day and we all went home.

42. Jacket pockets of pants pockets?

44. Favorite scent for soap? - Okay so my sense of smell is pretty sensitive, so some smells are really triggering in that they can trigger horrible headches, panic attacks, dizziness, etc. Uaually, I'm around a lot of neutral scents so I'm fine, but lots of shampoos, conditioners, and soaps have extreme scents. So, either a subdued floral scent or a really plain and basic unscented soap.

46. Most comfortable outfit to sleep in? - Pants/shorts and a shirt or nothing.

48. If you were a fruit, what kind would you be? - I don't know what a fruit is, but I think a lemon is a fruit. Even if it's not, that's what I'm choosing lol

50. What made you laugh the hardest you ever have? - Tbh, some things really easily set me off laughing for like 20 minutes so idk. Maybe the inside 'Spoon' joke with my friend.

52. Favorite font? - Word's High Tower Text is really nice. Or Papyrus. Or Tempus Sans.

54. What did you learn from your first job? - Technically, my first job was with my family and helping them at funerals. I learned that because I was afab that I wouldn't get to help with the manual labor. So, I didn't work much and eventually quit going with them after I got fed up with it.

56. Favorite tradition? - I'm not sure if there are any traditions I like. Most of them like Christmas gatherings, Thanksgiving meals, and things like that had me surrounded by racist, homophobic, transphobic people. People that I barely knew and was forced to be around and hug and talk to despite my being perfectly fine with only talking to close family or to no one at all. If I had to choose one, I'd say my family's tradition of yearly crawfish boils with the family. That was actually fun, and plus crawfish... Yum. We haven't done crawfish boils as much since my aunt died, but I hope we do more in the future.

58. Four talents you're peoud of having? - Writing! I'm not sure what else lol. Ig, I can play chess well. I can Google search anything and 96% of the time find what I'm looking for. I can find any movie or tv show, as well as any music.

60. If you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be? - Ooh, definitely fantasy with powers and stuff like that!!!

62. Seven characters you relate to? - Dickon Sowerby from The Secret Garden, Luna Lovegood, Wednesday Addams, the ninth doctor, Alice from Alice in wonderland, Eeyore, and probably Inigo Montoya from The Princess Bride.

64. Favorite website from your childhood? - Poptropica and Cool Math.

66. Favorite flowers? - Honeysuckle, gardenias, carnations, balloon flowers, and zinnias.

68. Worst flavor of any food or drink you've ever tried? - Bubblegum slushie. Tbh it was alright but the aftertaste... Yuck.

70. Left handed or right handed? - Mixed-handed. If you don't know what that is, it's just favoring one hand for certain tasks, and the other for others whereas ambidextrous is beinf able to use either hand effeciently for the same task. For example, I write with my right hand, but I can use my mouse better eith my left. Though, I tend to use my right for that too.

72. Worst subject? - P.e. I have very limited energy as it is so. Being graded on that shit? Yuck.

74. At what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before yiu take an advil or ibuprofen? - So, I'm in pain All the Time. That's just a thing. My average daily pain level is always at 3-4. On a bad day, I can get up to 7. But, I generally don't take anything until I'm at 9. It just seems pointless, because I'll still be in paib regardless. And, I don't want to use certain meds so much that they stop working as well.

76. What's your favorite potato food? (I.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.) - Literally, ALL potato foods. I fucking love potatoes.

78. Coffee from a gas station or sushi from a groxery store? - I don't like sushi period so... Coffee from a gas station.

80. Earth tones or jewel tones?

82. Pc or console? - Console because pcs Confuse me.

84. Podcasts or talk radio? - Lol, neither. I can't process things I hear for Shit even on a good day so. Ye.

86. Cookies of cupcakes?

88. Your greatest wish? - Financial stability.

90. Luckiest mistake? - Tbh, I have a complex about mistakes and try to make 0 mistakes so. Idk. I can't think of any mistake that was lucky. Plenty of ordinary events that turned out really nice, like wearing my pentagram necklace and meeting my friend Brook because of it. But yeah, no mistake I've made has been a lucky one.

92. Lamps, overhead lights, sunlight, or fairy lights? - Ig lamps? I have a salt lamp that's really nice.

94. Favorite season? - Spring!

96. Desktop background? - Uh. I never got around to changing it lol... If I ever do get around to changing it, it'll either be Taehyung or Jungwoo.

98. Favorite historical era? - The 1860s, strictly for the dresses and nothing else.

Thank you for asking these! They took a Hot Minute to do but it was so much fun!!!

weird asks that say a lot

[kianraidelcam]

Yet another Connor whump with some Nines for hurt/comfort from @cownnor! I hope ya’ll enjoy! Full fic under the cut for those who prefer not to use Ao3! The prompt was basically Connor suffers from android hypothermia and Nines comes to save him.

Connor did not particularly enjoy the winter.

In fact, most androids did not. It was not the cold that bothered them; the conditions had to be extreme for even the hint of a shiver to appear. For most, it was the memories associated with the season. Memories of blue blood spilt in snowy streets, of freezing water during attempted border crossings, of cold-induced shutdowns after prolonged exposure to Detroit’s icy elements. For the deviant RK800, it was a loss of self control in the midst of a swirling blizzard with the damning words of a mentor freezing his bicomponents more than ice ever could.

It didn’t help that the winter holidays often put Lieutenant Anderson in a depressed state despite Connor’s best efforts.

So yes, Connor very much disliked winter. And he despised the situation he was in even more.

{WARNING: INTERNAL TEMPERATURE >91͐°}

{PLEASE SEEK A WARMER ENVIRONMENT}

Connor snorts softly to himself. Yes, he knew he was cold, making the warning itself redundant. And he couldn’t exactly seek a warmer environment at the moment with his legs damaged from the freezing water he had subjected them to in his attempt to stop the dangerous android suspect from crossing the river to the Canadian border. In hindsight, jumping into the water after the boat hadn’t been his brightest idea, considering there was only a 12% of success and the fact that the water was 28 ° F. Hank would call the move reckless, but since the Lieutenant didn’t seem to want to answer his phone, Connor supposed he would have to settle for finding out what his brother would call it.

{RK900: Well, it would seem your plan for catching our suspect was injudicious.}

{RK800: If I say please, would you stop berating me and come help?}

{RK900: And now, we have to involve federal agents to catch him.}

{RK800: Nines, I am very cold.}

{RK900: I am already en route to your location. What is your current temperature?}

Connor’s eyes blink rapidly while he performs the diagnostic as he begins to shiver, his systems attempting to warm his body in a very human manner.

{COMMAND ACKNOWLEDGED: RUN DIAGNOSTIC}

{WARNING: INTERNAL TEMPERATURE >90°}

{BIOCOMPONENTS #8427g, #8429b DAMAGED}

{PROBABILITY OF REQUIRING REPAIRS: 89%}

{ALL SYSTEMS FUNCTIONAL AT 70%}

{PROBABILITY OF PERMANENT SYSTEM DAMAGE: 20%}

{END DIAGNOSTIC}

{RK800: My internal temperature is currently at 90° although my legs were damaged by the cold water and require repairs.}

{RK900: I am about 32 minutes from your approximate location.}

He frowns at Nines’ estimated time as he watches his temperature drop another degree. Above him, the darkened sky releases a single snowflake, and Connor watches it fall to the ground in front of him. Currently seated with his back pressed against an evergreen tree (a Scotch Pine, his database cheerfully informs him), he felt confident the cover its needles provided would protect him from the worst of the snowfall. However, it did nothing to prevent the windchill sweeping through his jacket and chilling his chassis even further, or to stop the temperature outside fall from ten degrees to five as the night progressed.

{RK800: Turn on your sirens.}

There is a second of hesitation from Nines, something that worries Connor even more than the notification telling him to seek shelter from the elements.

{RK900: You already know I did, Con.}

Ah well, that was to be expected. While no shutdown timer had appeared in his vision, the detective android knew that 32 minutes would be cutting it close, and at the very least, he was more than likely to suffer from permanent systems damage. He sighed; Hank was going to be very upset.

{RK900: Don’t think like that Connor. He’ll just be relieved that you’ll be alright.}

Shit. He didn’t realize he had transmitted that thought to Nines. Belatedly, he realizes that his temperature had dropped yet another degree; the combination of the water freezing on his soaked jeans and the wind quickly leeching heat from his plastic and metal body starting to take its toll. His shivering intensifies as he starts to grasp the severity of his situation. An android’s body temperature was typically around 95 degrees, just warm enough to mimic a human’s but just cold enough to show up differently on a thermal scan. Damaged occured to their body when their temperature reached 90 degrees, although various failsafes helped to prevent such a drastic fall in temperature, ensuring androids could work in extreme conditions with few breaks. However, outside forces could cause them to fail, and Connor’s situation was a combination of those forces.

{RK900: Talk to me, Connor. What’s your systems status?}

{RK800: I’m okay.}

Connor could practically see the eye roll that only he seemed capable of causing. He smiled, pleased by the revelation. Determined to assuage the younger android’s concern, however, he quickly adds on to his statement before Nines can respond.

{RK800: All systems are still fully functional. I’ll make it. I think I’ll take some warmed thirium when we get home, however. You get to make it this time.}

{RK900: I’ll just command Sumo to pin you to your bed.}

He frowns at the static starting to lace his brother’s words, confused by the sudden change.

{RK800: Why is your voice going static, Nines? Are you damaged?}

The internal clock resting in the corner of his vision informs him that the following pause lasts for ten seconds, although it barely seemed like one had passed.

{RK900: I am quite well, Con. Talk to me about your surroundings. Can you tell me what you see?}

It takes his body a full two seconds to respond to his commands, something he cannot bring himself to be properly concerned about, and swivels his head to take in his surroundings. The snow had since intensified, muting the water’s noisily lapping edge and dimming the world into a grayscale. Next to him, he can see a small, wooden boat dock, slowly rotting away after spending years subjected to the Detroit River and its currents. He focuses on the ice forming a slick sheath on the support beams, watches as the water splashing onto it thickens the casing.

{RK800: I’m watching ice form on the boat dock near me. It’s quite fascinating to watch. And there’s-}

{WARNING: TEMPERATURE >86°}

{SEEK WARMER ENVIRONMENT BEFORE TEMPORARY SHUTDOWN}

{EMERGENCY TEMPORARY SHUTDOWN INITIATED IN 1:45}

{EMERGENCY TEMPORARY SHUTDOWN INITIATED IN 1:44}

{DISMISS NOTIFICATION (Y/N)?}

{NOTIFICATION DISMISSED}

Connor blinks away the notification as his LED transitions to red, the slight light casting a sullen glow on his right side. It was alright, someone was coming and they would get him someplace warm. He’d be fine. More than anything, though, he just wanted to close his eyes and fall into stasis while he waited. He assumed this is what humans called exhaustion; the heavy weight pulling down his eyelids, tilting his chin toward his chest, the cold finally fading away from his hands. He couldn’t wait to tell Markus about the new feeling, this sense of exhaustion. He is jolted from his musing and the pleasant sensation of warmth returning to his hands by the static sounding in his ears, growing more and more insistent.

{RK900: -nor! I need you to focus on me right now! Can you hear me?}

{RK800: Your voice is still staticy, Nines. Are you sure you aren’t damaged? Do you need my assistance?}

{RK900: I’m almost to you now, I need you to stay focused, do you understand? Tell me more about the ice on the dock, okay?}

{RK800: I’m tired, Nines. I didn’t know I could feel tired. I have to tell Markus about this.}

{RK900: Tell me about the dock, Connor. What color is it? What kind of wood is it made out of?}

{RK800: I’m ready to go into stasis. Would you make sure to refill Sumo’s dish? I’m sure Hank forgot to do so this morning.}

{EMERGENCY TEMPORARY SHUTDOWN INITIALIZED IN 5}

{RK900: No Connor, don’t do that yet please. Wait until I’m with you.}

{4}

{3}

{2}

{RK900: Connor, please answer me.}

{1}

{CONNECTION WITH RK900: END}

{EMERGENCY TEMPORARY SHUTDOWN INITIALIZED}

{GOODNIGHT RK800 #313 248 317 - 51}

The moment Connor disconnected, Nines slammed his foot onto the gas, doubling his speed despite the car’s protests and notifications informing him of the law he is currently in violation of. He was still five minutes away from the freezing android, and he was determined to get to him in two. The speedometer’s needle climbs upwards steadily as the snow continues to fall with increasing gusto. Despite the worsening conditions, Nines guides the car skillfully off the road, driving toward the river where he knows Connor is waiting for him.

He makes it in three minutes.

The RK900 exits the car and slams the door closed in one graceful motion, already diverting power to his legs as he rushes to toward the boat dock Connor described. His head on a swivel, he scans the area for his older brother and quickly finds him leaning against a tree, head dropped and eyes closed. The crimson LED swirls lazily in his temple, occasionally blinking to indicate his system’s distress. Before Nines is fully aware that he is moving, he is already in kneeling in front of the unresponsive prototype, hands cupping the cold synthetic skin on his face. The sensors located in his fingertips register a temperature of 85 degrees, five degrees colder than it should ever be. “Connor, can you hear me?”

No response.

Nines presses his index and middle finger to Connor’s LED, attempting to run a diagnostic.

{DIAGNOSTIC COMMENCING…}

{ALL SYSTEMS TEMPORARILY OFFLINE}

{INTERNAL TEMPERATURE 85.2°}

{EMERGENCY TEMPORARY SHUTDOWN INITIATED}

{BIOCOMPONENTS #8427g, #8429b DAMAGED}

{BIOCOMPONENTS #8427g, #8429b REPAIRS REQUIRED}

{TIME UNTIL FULL SHUTDOWN: 1:05:12}

{END DIAGNOSTIC}

Good. He had an hour left until full shutdown. He could easily get Connor warmed and online by then. He lifts the RK800 bridal style and rushes him to the warmth of his patrol car, radioing the precinct to update them on the case and Connor’s condition as he calculates the distance between his location and New Jericho. Taking off his own jacket and laying it over Connor’s still form, he furrows his brows at the estimate.

{ESTIMATED TIME OF ARRIVAL: 45:12}

No, that simply would not do at all. Sliding into the driver’s seat, he calculates the distance to Lieutenant Anderson’s home. The repairs could wait, as neither biocomponent was vital to Connor’s function. While he would certainly be nonplussed by his inability to use his legs until such a time that repairs could be performed, he could live with it.

{ESTIMATED TIME OF ARRIVAL: 15:19}

Much better. His speed is much slower than it was during his rush to arrive, although he keeps checking the rearview mirror to reassure himself that Connor’s LED has not gone dark as he periodically scans his brother. He attempts to contact the Lieutenant cybernetically to inform him of their wayward charge’s plight, holding back a sigh of frustration when there is no answer. Great, he would be surprised then.

Fantastic.

Pulling into the drive, he holds down the horn for fourteen seconds before exiting his vehicle to pull Connor into his arms again. He is mildly pleased when he notes Connor’s temperature at 88 degrees, his advanced systems slowly coming online to work into overdrive to revive their owner. He kicks open the door, ignoring Hank’s curses (although he did just add two new words to his vocabulary to use with Detective Reed), opting to deposit Connor onto the couch.

“What the fuck happened to him now?” Hank’s voice is concerned, although Nines social integration software informs him that the facial expression would be defined as exasperated. Humans were constantly full of contradictions, Nines muses.

“If you would have answered your phone, you would have seen that both Connor and I contacted you, attempting to update you of his situation,” Nines performs a scan of the human, fixing him with a steely glare as he drapes the blanket over Connor, “It would appear your blood alcohol levels are elevated. May I inquire as to the reason why?”

Hank moves from his position, coming to drape his hand over Connor’s forehead, his frown deepening as he feels the cold skin. Nines prepares himself for Hank’s combativeness when the detective surprises him yet again. “I’ll go let Sumo in, maybe the old lug can help warm him up. Then we’ll talk, okay kid?”

Nines nods sharply, turning his blue-eyed gaze back onto his slowly recovering brother. He kneels in front of the couch and rests two fingers on his LED to perform another diagnostic.

{DIAGNOSTIC COMMENCING…}

{SYSTEMS OPERATING AT 42%}

{INTERNAL TEMPERATURE 90°}

{EMERGENCY TEMPORARY SHUTDOWN INITIATED}

{BIOCOMPONENTS #8427g, #8429b DAMAGED}

{BIOCOMPONENTS #8427g, #8429b REPAIRS REQUIRED}

{TIME UNTIL FULL  REBOOT: 5:49}

{END DIAGNOSTIC}

As Nines moves his hand away from Connor’s head, the android’s LED switches from red to yellow and it begins to spin faster. The previously still figure begins to shiver again as Hank returns, patting Connor’s leg to urge the Saint Bernard on lay down top of him. “So, you wanna tell me what happened?” Hank settles into the recliner, blue eyes tired and slightly red.

“He was attempting to stop the suspect from the Schimel murder case when the deviant jumped into a boat to cross the border. Connor attempted to continue the chase and opted to jump into the river despite a low chance of success. As a result, his systems froze and the cold negatively affected his processors. He’s warming up now, though I’ll need to take him to New Jericho for repairs to both of his legs,” Nines retracts the skin from his palm, reaching out to take Connor’s quaking arm, “Why didn’t you answer your phone, Lieutenant? He tried calling you and you could have gotten there faster.”

Nines frowns as the connection request is blocked and he removes his hand, watching as Connor turns his head, hiding the LED from sight. Hank sighs, the grizzled detective looking far older than his years as his eyes grow distant. “I musta forgotten to take it off the charger in my room. I’m sorry, kiddo, it’s just been a rough day. It’s winter and, well…” he gestures vaguely, “I’ve got some shitty memories is all.”

“Connor does too, you know,” Nines voice is less monotone now, although the annoyance is still present in the glance he sends the Lieutenant's way.

At the mention of his name, Connor’s head jerks back as he mumbles incoherently.

“Connor? Can you hear me?” Nines attempts to interface again, as Hank abruptly stands.

“...Mmmm-annda,” his voice is distorted, glitching with static as his voice slowly comes online, “c-c-c-c-old. Don’t.”

“I know you’re cold, Con, don’t worry. We’re gonna warm you up,” Hank rubs small circles on Connor’s temples, watching as the deviant relaxes and allows his head to sink back into the couch.

“Amanda is gone, I’m here,” Nines prods at Connor’s block, interfacing with him again for a more accurate systems diagnostic.

“Is it his preconstruction software again?” Hank is staring at the skin retracting from Nines touch, exposing the white plastisteel of Connor’s arm with a gentle, blue glow.

Nines shakes his head as he sends waves of comfort toward Connor, feelings of warmth and admiration at the forefront to combat the memories of apathy and blizzards inside of the zen garden. The shivering android’s stress levels lower immediately, although they don’t disappear entirely. “No, his systems are just manually rebooting one by one, and a few are glitching. I suspect he is also suffering from negative mental feedback due to memories he has associated with the cold. I’m attempting to ease the strain off his systems.”

“In English, please?”

“He has PTSD and is suffering from the effects of hypothermia. I’m taking in some of his discomfort so he doesn’t stress out and interrupt the reboot sequence.”

“N-n-niines...why is Hank’s voice sta-sta-staticy? He isn’t an ann-drrrrroid,” Brown irises slowly reappear, his half-lidded gaze finding Sumo to bring a smile to his face.

“It would appear his auditory units and voice module are glitching as well, Lieutenant.”

Hank smiles softly and moves to kneel besides Nines, turning Connor’s chin so he is looking at him, “Welcome back to the land of the living, son. Stop being a reckless asshole, got it?”

“G-g-g-g-g-g,” Connor blinks as his shivering slows, “G-got it.”

{RK900: I’m sure you mean that.}

Connor ignores Nines although a rush of gratitude assures Nines that he is appreciative. “Hiiii Suuuuuuuumo,” the deviant RK800 moves an uncoordinated hand to scratch the dog’s head, “I miiiissed you today, Haaaankkk.”

“Fucking dopey ass androids, gonna be the death of me.”

Connor’s eyes open fully as he takes in the Lieutenant's appearance. “Are are are you okay, Lieutenant?”

Nines stays quiet, his LED yellow as he assists Connor with the glitches in his systems. “It makes sense that you’d still be able to pronounce my fucking title.”

“I-I-I-I can’t scan youuu, Lieutenant, but but I suspect you’vve been drinking,” Connor winces as a feedback loops jerks his head backwards again, “Does it have toooo do with wiiiinnnnnnnter?”

“I’m more worried about you, Connor. Don’t worry about me.”

“It’ssssss my joo-oob as your paaartner, Haaaaannnnnnkkkkkkkkkk.”

Hank rolls his eyes but he decides to respond to Connor’s question, “Yeah, it does. Just a shitty time of the year for me.”

Connor nods, blinking rapidly as his LED momentarily blinks to red then back to yellow, “Meeeee toooooooo. But-but-but we’ll get throoouuuuuuugh it togetheerrrrr. Juust like a faaamilyyyyy. Riiiight, Nines?”

Nines smiles as he tears through a piece of malicious code, corrupted by the temporary shutdown, “Yeah, Con. Just like a family,” Nines meets Hank’s eyes and smiles, “Family.”

[whaledesu]

1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?

Those antique metal, enamel coated cups.

2. chocolate bars or lollipops?

Lollipops

3. bubblegum or cotton candy?

Bubblegum

4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?

Idk, I was a pretty normal child.

5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?

Depends on where the soda comes from honestly.

6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?

I really like fashion, but goth fashion out of those.

7. earbuds or headphones?

headphones are preferable 

8. movies or tv shows?

Why not both?

9. favorite smell in the summer?

The rain, always.

10. game you were best at in p.e.?

Dodgeball I guess, the part where you don’t get hit, not throwing lol.

11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?

Sleep.

12. name of your favorite playlist?

It’s just called Mood Dump. Lol

13. lanyard or key ring?

key chains 

14. favorite non-chocolate candy?

Probably Jolly Ranchers

15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?

If it was an assigned one I don’t remember, they always made us read the same ones over and over.

16. most comfortable position to sit in?

Indian style, always 

17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?

just some grey slip on ones

18. ideal weather?

cold, raining, clouds overcast in the sky with a bit of a breeze

19. sleeping position?

half on the side, half on the stomach with a leg pushed up haha

20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?

On my laptop, it’s easier to be able to spit out words as fast as possible

21. obsession from childhood?

BATMAN

22. role model?

Kyo from Dir En Grey

23. strange habits?

I eat my food one item at a time a lot, don’t know why

24. favorite crystal?

idk does Amythest count? I like those as well as Emeralds

25. first song you remember hearing?

Probably something from Disney movies

26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?

Stay inside in the air conditioning lmao

27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?

Just stand outside and inhale the air deeply

28. five songs to describe you?

In no particular order, without context:

1) Tousei - Dir En Grey 2) Closer to Fine - Indigo Girls 3) The Final - Dir En Grey 4) Glass Skin - Dir En Grey 5) Heavy - Linkin Park

29. best way to bond with you?

Talk to me about the food and movies you love

30. places that you find sacred?

Anywhere in nature that feels untouched by the world really

31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?

Batman’s costume

32. top five favorite vines?

I don’t even remember any at this point lol

33. most used phrase in your phone?

Probably something like “alrighty”

34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?

For some reason I always remember “It’s pizza time”

35. average time you fall asleep?

My sleep schedule is as chaotic as I am lmao

36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?

idk ones probably before I knew what memes even were

37. suitcase or duffel bag?

Suitcase all the way

38. lemonade or tea?

Black, iced, sweet tea only.

39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?

No, I hate citrus desserts.

40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?

Once in middle school in language arts, I just heard my teacher say to a kid in my class suddenly: “Brandon, put your penis away.” 

41. last person you texted?

Matt I think

42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?

pants pockets are invaluable

43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?

I love how bomber jackets look, but I am a hoodie person through and through

44. favorite scent for soap?

Cherry Blossom

45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?

Superhero is not a genre? But I choose horror anyway.

46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?

T-shirt, pajama pants allllllll the way

47. favorite type of cheese?

Swiss

48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?

Pineapple I guess, the outside does not match the inside lol

49. what saying or quote do you live by?

Here’s a handful. “Play stupid games, win stupid prizes.” “Treat others how you want to be treated.” “Let it go, Let it be.” "Face the abyss, but don't let it consume you."

50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?

Just way too many things that would take too long to list.

51. current stresses?

Haha, loaded question fam

52. favorite font?

Segoe UI

53. what is the current state of your hands?

Soft, with a scrape on my thumb and a new scar on my right ring finger lmao

54. what did you learn from your first job?

Adults play more games than kids do

55. favorite fairy tale?

If Red Riding Hood counts that one

56. favorite tradition?

Watching horror movies with my Mom

57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome? Losing my Dad Being very personally betrayed by someone Everyone I get close to eventually walking out on me

58. four talents you’re proud of having?

Idk I’m just me fam

59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?

“I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing.”

60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?

Something with magic and travel

61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?

“Feed me Seymour!”

62. seven characters you relate to?

Spike - Cowboy Bebop Snorlax - Pokemon That being said I’m too lazy to come up with the other 5 right now

63. five songs that would play in your club?

People lost their shit when “Yeah” by Usher played every time

64. favorite website from your childhood?

Gaia Online

65. any permanent scars?

Yeah a few but nothing major

66. favorite flower(s)?

White Roses, White Lotus, ones I don’t know the names of

67. good luck charms?

My 22 pound fat ass orange cat Genji

68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?

I’m just gonna go with brussels sprouts

69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?

the one where pineapple eats you back

70. left or right handed?

I’m mostly left handed but also right handed with some things

71. least favorite pattern?

idk?

72. worst subject?

Math

73. favorite weird flavor combo?

probable elote 

74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?

somewhere between 5 and 7 depending on my mood

75. when did you lose your first tooth?

I was probably like 6?

76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?

Gonna have to say au gratin potatoes man

77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?

whatever makes you happy

78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?

gas station coffee is a special thing

79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?

my old school photo for sure lol

80. earth tones or jewel tones?

what are jewel tones? tf

81. fireflies or lightning bugs?

lightning bugs yo

82. pc or console?

PS4

83. writing or drawing?

writing

84. podcasts or talk radio?

music please

84. barbie or polly pocket?

barbie

85. fairy tales or mythology?

both fam

86. cookies or cupcakes?

cupcakes

87. your greatest fear?

I’ve already lived most of them so who cares but lets go with drowning

88. your greatest wish?

that my anxiety would fuck off forever

89. who would you put before everyone else?

My cat lol

90. luckiest mistake?

I’m not sure?

91. boxes or bags?

they do two very different jobs tf

92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?

moonlight please

93. nicknames?

Uru, Kyo, Rea

94. favorite season?

Winter

95. favorite app on your phone?

idk idc

96. desktop background?

A drawing I liked

97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?

like 3

98. favorite historical era?

Victorian

[melodramatic-glasses-character]

1.) what’s a song you depict with your childhood? - Free Bird, Lynrd Skynrd. My dad showed it to me when he found out I was learning electric guitar


2.) did you have a memorable childhood pet? - lovely lab/Doberman called Bella and a cat called Charlie


3.) have you ever been drunk? - many many times, amigos


4.) have you ever tried drugs? - I smoke weed pretty regularly (helps me sleep) and I tried Nos once at a friends house


5.) have you ever completely regretted what you’ve said? - so many times


6.) have you ever made someone cry? On occasion


7.) has someone ever made you cry? - only once, ever, since my dad left


8.) have you ever been in love? if so, describe the moment you knew it. - I’ve been in love so many times and each time has been different and varied and wonderful. I was thinking today that those first few months of being in love with someone are some of the best experiences life can offer


9.) which came first the chicken or the egg? - seriously? The fucking chicken


10.) are you part of the lgbtq+ community? do you support them? - I’m bisexual, but I don’t consider myself part of the community because apparently I’m ‘straight passing’ or ‘doing it for the attention’ and I’ve never been really accepted into that sphere (me being a Christian probably has something to do with that too) But I’ll always support them because nobody else fucking does in this world.

11.) how many siblings do you have? - two siblings, and a half sister who I never see


12.) have you ever been in love with someone you couldn’t love? - I’ve been in love with a lot of people. A few people that never got to show love to, and a few who I couldn’t love the way they needed me to


13.) are you a good cook? - I have a select few meals I can cook really well. The rest? Nah


14.) what is your favorite tv show? - at the moment, Brooklyn nine nine, but I also love sense8. I’m more of an anime man tho


15.) what is the last movie you cried during? - spirit stallion of the cimmoran, when I was four


16.) what are songs you’ve cried to when you first heard them? (if any) - nah, but the closest I’ve come was the first time I ever heard Crash Land by Twin Atlantic


17.) do you have a middle name? - two middle names, but I’m not about to share them here


18.) have you been out of your country? - yeah a few times. I LOVE ITALY


19.) are you a chocolate fan or not? - I can take or leave it?


20.) how many people have you kissed? - I have kissed a large number of people and I regret nothing. Kissing is great


21.) what is your favorite album? - that’s a very difficult question. Probably Wilder Mind by Mumford


22.) what is your dream car? - @luxury-pie a yellow 2010 Ferrari California


23.) what is your lucky/favorite number? - 8. Never known why, but 8 is my number


24.) what is your favorite flower? - I don’t really like specific flowers. Daisies are pretty tho


25.) books or movies, why? - books, because I don’t have the attention span for movies


26.) have you ever been on a blind date? - no, should I have?


27.) has one of your friends ever backstabbed you? - no, nothing serious or hurtful, but…


28.) have you ever backstabbed one of your friends? - I have. Brutally and awfully and I regret it so much


29.) what thing do you symbolize love with? - love is doing shit you couldn’t care less for gladly because you know it’ll make somebody else happy.


30.) do you have neat handwriting? - I have the fucking worst handwriting of anyone I know


31.) do you have a friend with benefits? - nah, although I have in the past and really enjoyed it. She’s great and we’re still really good friends and chat shit all the time


32.) do you want a friend with benefits? - not right now, I’m more than happy with my girlfriend


33.) if you could be anything in the world, what would you be? - happy and financially stable


34.) have you ever been blackout drunk? - I’ve lost memory while drunk, but never blacked out. This particular occasion I had a race down a line of Jaeger shots and woke up in bed with a friends hot sister. No memory of the night after the jaeger race tho


35.) have you ever met someone famous? - not mad famous no.


36.) how many concerts have you been to? - too many to count


37.) which concerts have you been to? - awesome ones


38.) do you have a hidden talent? - I have a great many talents but most people who know me know about them. For tumblrs benefit, I play nine instruments, write fiction relatively well, sing fairly well, and give really good head


39.) what do you do when you’re stressed? - panic. And smoke. And sometimes if I’m lucky, I smoke some weed


40.) do you think money can buy love? - money can’t buy shit that matters


41.) how old would you date? - maybe 25 rn? But I prefer a year either way


42.) have you ever done something illegal? - a fair chunk of illegal shit yeah. Particularly as a teenager


43.) what is your biggest fear? - becoming like my dad


44.) what is an unusual fear you have? - long ass tunnels


45.) can you drive? - not legally, no


46.) do you believe in supernatural creatures? - angels and shit. No fucking ghosts though


47.) do you believe in karma? - good comes around, but bad shit sometimes happens to good people


48.) what is one quality you need in your partner? - they should preferably like me


49.) do looks matter? - as an added bonus, certainly, but they’re nowhere near the most important thing


50.) does size matter? - no it fucking does not


51.) who is the last person you forgave? - truly forgave? Probably my dad. He’s the only person who’s ever wronged me enough to mean that it’s a conscious effort to forgive them.


52.) what is your favorite ice cream flavor? - cookie dough.


53.) what languages can you speak besides english? - none


54.) ever been on a plane? - yeah, I’ve flown a few planes too


55.) ever been on a boat? - yeah, but I prefer planes


56.) is there anyone you’ve lost touch with that you wish you hadn’t? - I’ve moved house so many times, so I’ve left a lot of people behind


57.) are there any friendships you regret? - no, no matter how they ended. Friendship, no matter how lasting or fleeting, is always a precious gift


58.) are there any friendships you wish you could make? - few of you guys in tumblr


59.) have you ever stayed awake for 24 (+) hours? I haven’t slept in the last 50 hours and I seriously need to


60.) have you ever walked outside after 12 am? - oh yeah, loads. I love night time


61.) have you ever seen a sunrise completely through? - yeah my girlfriend and I cycled two hours to the beach at three in the morning so we could watch the sunrise together at five


62.) are you scared of rollercoasters? - nah I enjoy them


63.) on a scale of 1-10 how stressed are you usually? - a solid 6.75


64.) do you have any plans this weekend? - working tbh. On the bar


65.) do you miss anyone right now? - I miss so many people. Right this second I miss @merryanustrench and @luxury-pie


66.) who do you wish you were talking to right now? - those guys. Or my dealer, tbh


67.) if you could have any superpower, what would it be? - insane jumping ability


68.) who is your favorite superhero? - someone from the incredibles


69.) are you dirty minded? - half of what I think is about sex


70.) what is your favorite song from every decade starting at that 80’s? Close to Me by the Cure, Lithium by Nirvana, Mr Brightside by the Killers, and I Really Like You by Carly Rae (those are just ones I like off the top of my head)


71.) how many kids, if any, do you want? - I’d want a few, but always figured I’d adopt as well as having my own


72.) who is your biggest OTP? - Tom Natsworthy and Hester Shaw from Mortal Engines


73.) what is your favorite food? - chicken marengo


74.) do you want to be married one day? - always have, always will


75.) dogs or cats? - both are amazing, but cats


76.) do you drink enough water daily? - fuck no


77.) have you ever seen a shooting star? - my first one was last year


78.) if you had the opportunity to go to the moon, would you? - nah can’t say I would, tbh


79.) how many best friends do you have? 2. One is my girlfriend, the other is called J and I love him to pieces


80.) when was the last time you cried? - only once since my dad left. Once in about six years


81.) have you ever laughed so hard you peed yourself? - nah never


82.) have you ever made anyone laugh so hard they peed? - yeah I have, a family member


83.) if you could travel any where in the world, where would you go? Canada, a log cabin in the wolves surrounded by wolves


84.) what are 3 words you would use to describe yourself? - not too great


85.) do you consider yourself a loyal person? - I used to. But I think I treasure the idea of loyalty, more than I do actual loyalty in practice.


86.) what is your favorite season and why? - spring. Spring brings the life back and helps me to light up my life when I’ve been depressed


87.) have you ever told anyone you loved them, and didn’t mean it? - yeah. Not proud of it, but I have


88.) do you know how to play any instruments? - like I said earlier, 9 instruments


89.) do like like falling asleep to music or not? - nah my brain analyses music too much. I like having anime playing so I can’t analyse what they’re saying, or I’ll play some mindless sports video game (NBA 2K) and that puts me to sleep


90.) what are you allergic to? - speaking in front of people


91.) have you ever wanted to be someone else for a day just so you could see what there life is like? - yeah all the time


92.) if you could be any character from your favorite tv show would you, and if so, who would you be? - I feel like Jake Peralta is already my spirit animal


93.) if you could be best friends with any celebrity who would it be and why? - probably Keane Reaves, because we’d mess with people and be super nice


94.) are you outgoing? - mentally I’m quite outgoing, but a lifetime of having a speech impediment means I get anxiety when I have to speak to people


95.) have you ever wanted to kiss someone, but weren’t brave enough to? - oh yeah, certainly when I was younger


96.) are you a good flirt? - nah I’m a fucking terrible flirt, it either turns into low level bullying or overly sexual shit with the subtlety of a freight train


97.) have you ever been turned down, or have you ever turned anyone down? - yeah I’ve been turned down. I’ve only ever turned one person down but she was an honest to God stalker so I don’t count that


98.) which planet is your favorite? - fucking Neptune, man! So pretty 
99.) are you superstitious? - nah, nothing beyond what’s normal culture (saying bless you after a sneeze and that)
100.) are you a good listener? - yeah I’ve been told that
101.) are you a good kisser - my dude, I am a FANTASTIC kisser and I dare you to test that
102.) would you kiss any of your friends - I would kiss SO MANY of my friends. In fact I’d kiss most of them. Almost all. If you’re friends with me, there’s a good chance I’d kiss you. In fact, if you’re friends with me irl, there’s a good chance you already have

Thanks for putting up with this overshare! I love doing these. I tag @luxury-pie @bemyrobin and @merryanustrench to do however many of these they feel like doing

[alicedoessurveys]

100 Questions

1. What color are your eyes? : green

2. What’s your favorite type of milk? : I have goats milk for cereal and milkshakes but hot chocolate has to be normal cows milk. 

3. What’s your passion?: if I knew that I wouldnt be an unemployed 22 year old with no idea what to do with my life

4. What’s your favorite color?: purple, teal, sky blue, black

5. Are you shy? : yup

6. What is/was your favorite school subject? : honestly nothing, I hated school  

7. Do you celebrate Christmas? : Yasssssss

8. What’s your favorite quote? : “and above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places. Those who don't believe in magic will never find it” - Roald Dahl

also by Roald Dahl- “we are the music makers, and we are the dreamers of dreams”

pretty much anything by Roald Dahl

9. What is your natural hair color? : auburn/brown

10. Do you like it? : yes

11. Are you happy with the way you look? : No

12. What would you change about your appearance if you could? : straight teeth, get my 18 year old body back

13. What would you change about your bedroom if you could? : I’m literally in the process of redecorating. I've painted all but one of the walls a light grey colour and one of those great walls is this wallpaper with bumpy lines on it and I'm painting those bumpy lines copper. The wall I didn't paint is purple and has been purple for years, but I like it. 

14. Are you rich or poor? : not rich, but compared to most of the country not poor either. 

15. Are you double jointed? : no

16. What’s the most physically painful thing you’ve ever experienced? : a few months ago I sprained a ligament in my back and couldn't move for like a week, SO painful I cried a lot :’) 

17. Do you like shots? : No

18. Are you afraid of spiders? : some spiders yes, others I can deal with 

19. Have you ever had an allergic reaction to something? : Yes, my skin is a sensitive soul so I have to be careful what creams and wipes I use :’) also every summer when its ‘flea season’ I tend to get bitten a lot (doctor said I have sweet blood..?) and I'm allergic to flea bites so yay for that...

20. Name a food that you like that’s green.: peas

21. Do you like to read? : Yes, but I have to be in the right mood. also I'm dyslexic (why the fuck use such a hard word to spell) so reading can be difficult

22. Do you know what your purpose in life is? : NOOOOOOOOOOOO and I think about that every day.. 

23. Are you lonely? : Yes

24. What’s something you are good at?: being clumsy af

25. What’s a color that looks great on you? : black... also Burgundy and blue according to my mother

26. What’s something you would like to improve at? : Life? <same gurl

27. Do you believe you have great potential? : nope

28. What’s one word to describe you? : complicated

29. Are you spiritual? : Yes

30. What’s one thing that you get a lot of compliments on? : My hair

31. What’s one hidden talent that you have? : eating a whole tub of ben and Jerry's ice cream in like 15 minutes and not feeling sick.. 

32. What are three girls’ names that you really like? : Esther, Lilly, Leah

33. What are three boys’ names that you really like? : Ezra, Ethan, Samuel

34. What is the most beautiful scenery you have ever beheld? : pretty much every part of Australia I visited (travelled along the east coast from Sydney to port Douglas) 

35. What is your favorite pizza topping? : extra cheese and meatballs

36. Name a food that you like that’s red.: tomato soup

37. Are you color blind? : No

38. Have you ever had a crush? : Yeah

39. Can you type fast?: Yes if I'm not being watched

40. What’s your favorite type of cereal? : I like krave choco roulette, and coco pops. so basically chocolate

41. What is one of your dreams in life? : to be in a stage musical, but I have no talent so yay for dreams

42. What are your top three favorite colors? : I swear I already answered this... purple, teal, black 

43. What is your favorite book? : the Narnia chronicles. the harry potter books. 

I NEARLY FORGOT FANTASTIC BEASTS omg my FAVE *Newt is bae*

43. What is your favorite amusement park ride? : I dont really like amusement park rides because anxiety but I do like water rapids. 

43. What are three middle names you wouldn’t mind having? : my middle name is Frances. When I was younger I hated it but now I'm older I like it. I like that its not a very common middle name and that its my great grandmothers name (apparently I'm a lot like her & having her name makes me feel closer to her). tbh, I don't really want any other middle names. 

44. Are you flexible? : Nope

45. Do you consider yourself religious? : Yes

46. Are you bold? : no... I don't really know what that means.. 

47. Are you spontaneous? : not really no

48. Do you have a significant other? : Nope.

49. What’s your pet peeve?: just people in general. especially morons. example; today at a roundabout I nearly had a car crash because this absolute dickface didn't seem to know how to use his indicators. THAT is a huge peeve of mine. 

50. How tall are you? : 5,8 I think 

51. What’s your sexual orientation? : Straight

52. Can you sing? : when I sing it tends to rain..

53. Can you dance?: I like to think so. I mean, I used to be a Zumba instructor and you kinda need to be able to dance for that so I guess yeah 

54. Can you draw? : if I have the patience I can be quite good at drawing but most of the time I just cba to sit and do it 

55. Do you play an instrument? : I play ukekle

56. What school subject do you hate the most? : science

56. What’s your least favorite color? : mustard yellow or fluorescent green 

57. Do you eat healthy? : I try, but nope not really 

58. Do you think you look better with short or long hair? : I don't know. I did have long hair but I recently got it cut quite short and I don't know what I prefer. 

59. What’s a color that doesn’t look good on you? : white

60. Are you passionate? : don't think so 

61. Are you doing the most you can with your life? : Nopeeee.

62. Are you proud of yourself for the way you are living?: No I’m very disappointed in myself

63. Do you love yourself? : No

64. Do you have regrets? : Yes

65. Do you have wishes and dreams?: to be healthy again. to be more confident. to be able to sing, and act. and to be a professional dancer. to basically be living a different life 

65. Do you have a huge secret you are keeping from the world? : not a huge one no

67. Do you have neat handwriting? : if I write slowly then I can be neat but I find it hard to write slow so it tends to be scruffy af

68. Name a current favorite song.: reggaeton lento

69. List a song lyric that you like.: “its never too late to turn it back around, and I know you can. don't bury your demons deep in the ground. when it all falls down, the only way is up” - James Morrison

70. Are you happy? : nope

71. Are you a generally optimistic person? : it depends what mood I'm in 

72. Have you ever had something horrible happen to you? : of course, everyone has. thats life 

73. Have you ever been abused?: thankfully no 

74. Have you ever been harassed and/or bullied? : bullied yes

75. Do you love nature? : I can appreciate its beauty, but I’m not one to spend much time out in it. <same

76. Are you free-spirited? : I don't think so nope 

77. Are you carefree? : no

78. Would you say you are an overcomer? : I try 

79. Are you a good friend? : again, I try

80. Do you like animals? : better than humans 

81. Do you meditate? : No

82. Do you pray? : Yes a lot 

83. What month were you born in? : June

84. What’s your favorite season? : spring, and Christmas (yes I class it as its own season)

85. What’s one place you’ve been to that you want to visit again? : Disneyland

86. What’s one place you want to go that you’ve never visited before? : New York & Italy

87. What’s your favorite type of tree? : christmas

88. Are you laid-back? : sometimes. it depends who I'm around 

89. Are you hard on yourself? : Very

90. How’s your self-esteem? : Crappy

91. What medical conditions do you/have you had? : I'm currently on levothyroxine (which I will be on for life). I used to be on paroxetine (antidepressants) but I managed to get off them.

92. What are you allergic to? : flea bites, which sucks when I live in a house full of animals that get fleas every summer and according to the doctor I have ‘sweet blood’

93. Do you like to try new things? : not really no 

94. What’s one word to describe your style? : comfortable 

95. What’s one word to describe your bedroom? : gold

96. What’s one thing you like about yourself? : my eyes

97. What’s one thing you dislike about yourself? : My teeth

98. Are you competitive? : sometimes 

99. Are you faithful? : Yes

100. Can you cook? : quite well yes, I have my handful of recipes that I can cook well (all Italian dishes)

[meepface]

i’m kind of having a panic attack about school starting tomorrow so i am just trying to distract myself feel free to ignore me

(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed? 

closed 

(2) Do You Have Freckles? 

i used to have a lot as a kid but they kinda went away but you can still sorta see them. when i’m out in the sun a lot though they come out and it makes me so happy i wish they would stay like that

(3) Can You Whistle? 

not very well

(4) Last Song You Listened To. 

Most Girls by Hailee Steinfeld, honestly this song is such a bop n it makes me !!!!!!!

(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour? 

cerulean blue and yellow

(6) Relationship Status. 

taken !!

(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now? 

78F !! it’s nice n cool, thanks Harvey

(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky? 

probably

(9) How Many Followers? 

3,933

(10) Zodiac Sign. 

aries

(11) What Is Your Eye Colour? 

green

(12) Take A Vitamin Daily? 

no

(13) Do You Sing In The Shower? 

no but i dance sometimes lol

(14) What Books Are You Reading? 

furiously happy by jenny lawson lmao i keep forgetting im reading it though so i haven’t gotten very far

(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14. 

“Sometimes she wondered if the shape of his eyes effected how he saw things” - this sounds bad out of context

(16) Favourite Anime?

rwby

(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of? 

caitlin

(18) Do You Collect Anything? 

hats, i used to collect stuffed animals, bouncy balls and littlest petshops when i was a kid though lmao

(19) What Did You Have For Lunch? 

chicken bites from whataburger

(20) Do You Dance In The Car? 

definitely

(21) Favourite Animal?

i like grizzly bears and bunnies

(22) Do You Watch The Olympics? 

yes my family and i get into them usually

(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed? 

lately like 1:30 AM but hopefully earlier tonight since i have school in the morning lmao kms

(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now? 

yeah i need to take this shit off i am ready for beddd

(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean? 

pool

(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog? 

slimetony

(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water? 

bottled

(28) What Makes You Happy? 

i’ve been really into watching slam poetry videos lately

(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now. 

(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music? 

depends on my mood but usually without or if it’s chill songs that i’ve heard one million times before so i can just tune em out

(31) Dogs Or Cats? 

dogs

(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be? 

a bright obnoxious yellow

(33) PlayStation Or Xbox. 

xbox

(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean? 

yeah i’d swim in both, i enjoy lakes a lil more than the ocean though

(35) Do You Believe In Magic? 

no

(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing? 

a light gray sweater

(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue? 

no but i can make it do that clover thing

(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It? 

save unless i’m really sad and have free time bc in that case i buy myself $70 of new clothes to make myself temporarily feel better

(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You? 

a coloring book w a pink cover

(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now? 

wouldn’t say obsession but i’ve been really into blackbear’s music, the my favorite murder podcast, videos of people exploring abandoned places and hi-chew candies lately

(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly? 

yes i caught a monarch one time when i was little and i accidentally touched its wing and my mom told me if i touch their wings they could die and i cried about it

(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People? 

yeah lol i try not to be but i definitely have no idea how to be my own person at all whatsoever. no clue who i am

(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams? 

i had one where i was shot in the back of my workplace and died kinda recently and it really freaked me out bc i’ve never had a dream that i died in so i’ve been doin a lot of research about the meaning of dreams lately lmao

(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes? 

i enjoy airports and being on planes but not after the initial excitement is over and then you have to wait for like 5 hours 

(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry. 

i cried like a baby when i watched hachiko

(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds? 

sunflower seeds for sure

(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be? 

blackbear

(48) Are You A Picky Eater? 

nah i don’t think i’m that picky, i will try just about everything

(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper? 

i want to say no but i have slept through a fire alarm before so idk. it takes me forever to fall asleep though it’s the worst

(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning? 

not at all

(51) Do You Like To Read / Write? 

i love writing even though i don’t think i’m all that good and i used to love to read but now i just have depression

(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud? 

yes unless i’m feelin overwhelmed then i like a nice soft playlist of chill music. i’m listening to the lumineers’ cleopatra album real softly right now and it’s so nice

(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents? 

i’m bad at both but probably carve a pumpkin

(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up? 

destroyer // saint motel

(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather)

summer

(56) What Are You Craving Right Now? 

takis lmao idk why i’ve been intensely craving those lately bc they always make me so sick but they’re sooooo good

(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed. 

nothing nsfw tonight

(58) What Is Your Gender? 

female

(59) Coffee Or Tea? 

coffee

(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About? 

school hasn’t even started for me but i still had homework today lmao i finished it a few hours ago but it was a quick quiz over the syllabus for history. if you did it before the class met you got 1 point added to your overall grade at the end of the semester and i’m bad at history so you know i was all over that

(61) What Is Your Sexuality? 

bi but probably gay i really don’t know i never experimented quite enough

(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning? 

no i don’t believe in that

(63) Favourite Pokemon? 

espeon

(64) Favourite Social Media? 

instagram

(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories? 

they’re fine i just always forget to watch them or use them. i like the boomerangs though

(66) Do You Get Homesick? 

i mostly just miss having time by myself in my room to just chill

67) Are You A Virgin? 

no

(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now?

idk pantene something and it smells so good

(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free? 

probably the motel, i’d feel safer

(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life? 

yes

(71) Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters? 

It!!! i wanna see it with my brother realllll bad

(72) Do You Miss Your Ex? 

not oooooone bit

(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now?

"look. life is bad. evryones sad. we're all gona die. but i alredy bought this inflatable boumcy castle so r u gona take ur shoes off or wat"

(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest? 

i mean i wouldn’t say sexiest i think that depends on the person but i feel like brown eyes are jus like, deeper u know. i love em

(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set? 

yes yes

(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate? 

some lays limon chips bc i didn’t eat enough dinner

(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone? 

flow, gin rummy (my personal fave), 1010, gardenscapes, tiny tower, tripeaks, snake vs block, ballz, adcap and this morning i downloaded dumb ways to die and roll the ball bc i am bored w the games i have and wanted to play smth else

78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not? 

i would if i knew CPR but i do not so i would try to find someone that does so i don’t waste time trying and doing it wrong

(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight? 

yeah probably but i don’t do that so much anymore

(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network? 

not like stalk in the bad way but i’ve checked up on people and i’ve done some digging before

(81) Do You Like Meeting New People? 

it makes me anxious but i really like meeting new people 

(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them. 

i just wear this one!! it’s my gf and i’s promise ring, she got em for us as our 1 year anniversary gift and i wear it every day

(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed? 

closed !!! 

(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today? 

1. i had lunch with my girlfriend 2. i picked my brother up from school and we talked shit 3. i had a full blown panic attack about school being tomorrow

(85) What Do You Wear To Bed? 

usually just underwear but if i’m cold i’ll wear a big t-shirt too

(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now. 

(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person? 

night

(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc. 

answered the phone on already but i have sooo many games bc my brother plays a lot of videogames lmao but i have an xbox 360, an xbox one, a playstation 2, and a wii and i have a ton of games for each of those that we’ve collected overtime lmao, plus some for our old PC and i also have access to everything my brother buys on steam. out of all that i only really play call of duty, LA noire, GTA V, just dance, harvest moon for wii ?? that’s it lol, i’ve been meaning to play life is strange and gone home and the wolf among us though

(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened. 

had a really bad nightmare recently that someone was robbing my workplace and killed my best friend, Caitlin and my brother in front of me and then we went on business as usual like nothing happened and it was so scarring i honestly only think about that when i think about my dreams anymore

(90) Favourite Soda Drink? 

coke

(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite? 

i like real ambient upbeat music that you’d listen to on like a road trip or smth

(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More? 

jeans but only bc my favorite pair of sweats got bleach all over em and i keep forgetting to go buy some new ones

(93) How Do You Look Right Now? 

like an undercooked fish fillet

(94) Ever Had Any Suicidal Thoughts? 

oooooooo boy have i

(95) Name Something That Relaxes You. 

soft music, driving, my girlfriend when she talks real gently to me n rubs my back

(96) What Tattoo Do You Want? 

right now i am tryin to decide if i wanna get a big ol B&W half-sleeve of sunflowers on my right arm

(97) Favourite YouTuber? 

still love grace helbig a lot bc she’s funny n i have a crush on her but i’ve been binging elijah and christine so much lately

(98) Post A Picture Of Yourself. 

this was me yesterday when i let my hair do it’s natural thing and i looked like a lion. i was into it though

(99) Do You Have Any Illnesses? 

my brain is not a good one but thas ok it happens

(100) Favourite Place To Relax? 

my room or my car

[r-o-se]

ALMOST 101 thought-comments on ep 3 of Produce 101 S2

1.      They are showing the kids journals and practice things. I feel so so sorry for people who have trained for like…. 5 yrs and still cant debut its fucking DEPRESSING

2.      Everyone are talking about how they wanna get to A and nowwwwww they’re revealing the new grades I’m gonna be SAD

3.      Bunch of good kids downgraded to F including Ren and Guanlin and Jinyoung poor boy cant look up from the ground I am REAL SAD BOI

4.      ENTIRE YUEHUA FAM IS D RANK NOW I AM SO FUCKING SAD AAAAAAHHH ALL OF MY KIDS

5.      MINHYUN WENT DOWN TO D I AM SO SO SO SO SAD A G H ITS NOT HIS FAULT HE DOESN’T DO WELL UNDER PRESSURE

6.      K-TIGER BYUN HYUNMIN GOT FROM F TO C AND ENTERED WITH A FLIP WOOOOO

7.      TAKADA KENTA GOT TO B MY DUDE they even said his Korean pronounciation is better than some of the other trainees I’m so PROUD

8.      JR GOT TO B MY BOY MY BOY MY BOY MY BOY IM SO PROUD MY BEAUTIFUL WARTORTLE SON IM SO SO PROUD AHH

9.      And now he says he was too sad about Ren and other NU’EST members who stayed at their grade or went down by one (Minhyun and Ren dropped a rank, Baekho stayed at D) to feel actually happy this is the fucking sad self sacrificing leader I know that boy would cut his leg off for NU’EST to get reciognized again

10.   HYUNGSEOB GOT FROM D TO A WHO HAS NO TALENNT IN SINGING? WHO?? NOT THIS BOY FUCK Y E A H THIS IS THE BEST THING

11.   Kim Taedong from the Vibe Label got from F to A holy fuckk

12.   WOOJIN AND DANIEL GOT BOTH UP TO A

13.   Seriously this is the best bromance of the entire season Daniel dotes on that kid so hard its so fucking cute

14.   They are announcing A grade reevaluations out loud??? Sounds scary ngl

15.   Entire original A grade stays at A grade this really is some hardcore aces all gathered together

16.   They are going to choose the first center now and no one really knew about it, the A ranks are gonna do a one minute performance/choreography within a hour and then everyone will choose a center from that

17.   Everyone are like what on earth do I do right now within a hour

18.   First is Daniel my pink boy who has THREE CATS!! Important information yes anyways hes rapping from a paper and i

19.   Noone pays attention to BNM Park Woojin poor kiddo ppl are like ‘the not Daehwi from BNM’ ‘The other Woojin’ but now he came out and HE DANCED SOS WELL AND RAPS SO WELL WTF DUDE HIS DANCE IS REALLY GREAT WHY WASN’T HE PICKED

20.   Another BNM rarpper kid, Im Youngmin, who rose from B to A but his nerves got the better of him

21.   Soooooooooo many rappers in A rank holy damn

22.   HYUNGSEOB SMALL NERVOUS KID

23.   He apparently had major problems with the time limit and messed up real bad and said he was sad as well I am sad too poor kiddo

24.   Now it’s the kid who came from F to A. He started clapping and everyone did it with him but he FORGOT HIS DANCE MOVES POOR KID AND PPL STILL CHEER FOR HIM IM GLAD

25.   Now it’s time for the little Woojin

26.   HOTSHOT SUNGWOON!!!!!!! His vocals are soooo good goddamn

27.   Other vocally talented kid, Kim Sungri ended with a damn flip

28.   Dance kids Noh Taehyun (IMPORTANT) and Ong Sungwoo

29.   And now the two mains, Samuel and Daehwi lol

30.   Daehwi went off from others and is kinda hiding because he doesn’t want others to know what he’s doing lol

31.   Samuel does some fast rapping and then a really neat and sharp choreo

32.   Daehwi aka the one who wins this im rlly anticipating this ngl

33.   Hes doing the og Pick Me song for I.O.I with really cheesy aegyo lol and I mean its cool but…….. BNM WOOJIN SHOULD’VE WON I don’t even stan that kid but he was sooooooo good

34.   The two candidates for center are Daehwi and the little Woojin

35.   They are now practicing for the big stage

36.   Why blur out the center lol we all already know it’s Daehwi

37.   Ren is so in distress it’s SAD lil boy went out to cry I love him so much gdi he’s more than a pretty face APPREACIATE HIM

38.   And roll the same stage ive seen a bajillion times lol they didn’t even bother switching out the individual shots of kids

39.   JUSTIN AND KENTA LOOK SO GOOD IM SHOOK

40.   I don’t know if it’s the flaw of my laptop but the thing I’m watching this from has such bad and laggy audio rip

41.   I’m really glad they showed that Kim Youngjin kid who was completely edited out from the first two episodes and overall just a bunch of shots of F graders it makes me happy

42.   Now it’s time for the group battle thing and unlike last season with a 1000 vote benefit its fucking 3000

43.   Everyone under the 61 rank will be dead

44.   The evaluation songs are 2PM-10 out of 10//Beast-Shock//BTS-Boy in Luv//Seventeen-Mansae//EXO-Call Me Baby//INFINITE-Be Mine//SHINee-Replay//Super Junior-Sorry Sorry

45.   Totally unrelated to the stuff going on there rn but I’m super excited to see the Infinite performance I fucking LOVE Be Mine and it’s choreo

46.   The teams get chosen by randomly drawn trainees, first is Daehwi because, yano, center

47.   He takes Hotshot Sungwoon, Brave Samuel, Maroo ent Jihoon, Cre.Ker Haknyeon, C9 Jinyoung, Yuehua Euinwoong AKA the kids that are popular/choosing for popularity not ability lol no hate to any kids I love them but I mean… you know lol

48.   Next is Minhyun, He chooses individ. Kim Jaehwan, MMO Kang Daniel, YGk+ Kwon Hyunbin, Fantagio Seongnwoo and NU’EST JR

49.   They don’t know the other teams in that detail rip

50.   The last kids, 5 F ranks and one D rank make up the last team sighs poor leftovers

51.   Now they’re gonna race for the songs, one B rank redhead is going to run barefoot, I don’t know his name but I’M ROOTING FOR HIM NOW U GOT MY VOTE

52.   Unlike last season, only half of the trainees can get a song they want, the first one to get back with their song gets it, later the ones who made it back first get to choose their opponent from the slower ones

53.   Omg the barefoot B rank is SO FAST I’m just gonna link it here because I cant get a good screenshot just click on this entire comment it’ll open in a new window

54.   Minhyun tried to get Boy in Luv but Daehwi was few seconds faster it is SAD TIME

55.   The fastest in the race gets to choose an opponent first, the slowest last.

56.   Fastest team chooses the leftovers team as their opponent

57.   Minhyuns team gets chosen last bc theyre so hardcore

58.   Omgggg Justin, Zhu Zheng and Ren are all in the Replay group this is HEAVEN

59.   Their rival team with A.Tom, MMO Taewoong and Jaehan are all more intimidating looking guys who really don’t fit the Replay softie concept and they are in despair sighs goddamnit Zhu WHY DID U CHOOSE THEM U ASS

60.   ANYWAYS now to other teams, one team got Infinites Be Mine and wow one of the dudes, Im Youngmin from grade A knows the full choreo and says it’s easier than the Nayana choreo

61.   The first team just discovered that Sunggyu sings 90% of the song and see who gets to sing it

62.   Part goes to FNC Yoo Hwiseung who has such an amazing high note everyone stare at him

63.   WOODAMMMM AND HIS GR8 VOICE he’s gonna get the main vocal part to Mansae everyone are sooooo hype

64.   This is the leftover team who goes against the Woodam Mansae team and they don’t have any good vocals sighs this is so sad poor little kids this is so depressing I just want everyone to do well

65.   Beast Shock team 2 only trainees I know is Donogsu from S.How and that’s it rip

66.   Team 1 has one of the D grade YGk+ kids and Minhyuk who ranked last during ep 1 andddd I don’t know others annnnnnnnnd that group isn’t getting shit done they just play around and don’t get anything decided sighs

67.   The avengers team has Baekho’s team as their opponent

68.   Team 2 has Kim Sangbin from grade A as their salty leader aahahah

69.   Fun fact when I first heard shock I thought they said ‘chug’ and I never really bothered to check it until my Beast biased friend called me out lool he doesn’t think they fit the manly man image for Boy in Luv

70.   BAEKHO STEPPED UP AND SAID THAT THEY HAVE GOOD DANCERS LIKE SAMUEL AND JIHOON PLEDIS FAM ISN’T DEAD

71.   ‘Since they are all popular they are gonna fight over the center position’ aahahah FUCK he’s right they are doing excactly that

72.   JIHOON ACTED WITH BIG BANG???????? WHAT??? W HA T ???

73.   Jihoon became the center that’s what happens when u act with bigbang

74.   JINWOOS TEAM HAS CALL ME BABY he’s the second to last chosen team sighs but he’s with the shy kid Dongbin, Han Minho and pink haired Seokyu with that scandal of him getting beaten up ugh poor baby

75.   Anyways that group has a dance off for the center position and even though most preferred Minho they didn’t say it out loud so Dongbin got it but… he isn’t too good with singing rip

76.   The other Call Me Baby team has Moonbok and everyone are kinda thinking that this team will win just because of him lmao

77.   But Moonbok has major problems learning the choreo so hes both their strong and weak point

78.   SORRY SORRY TEAM 1 HAS HA MINHO and also Kim Namhyung and Cube Yoo Seungho making them decently a strong team unlucky enough to go against Minhyun’s

79.   MINHYUNS TEAM AKA DREAM TEAM THANK U MINHYUN FOR CREATING THE TRUE AVENGERS

80.   Sungwoo said that JR gave leader vibes from the moment he saw him and everyone agree

81.    JR is beating himself up again about becoming the leader I’m so sad if this group is not gonna do well he will take it so bad I’m scared to even think about it

82.   Hyunbin suggests Sungwoo and Daniel for center, Daniel says it’s the best for Sungwoo and everyone agree and Sungwoo fake ugly cries and it’s beautiful I’m so glad my team is friendly

83.   10 out of 10 team has Jisung and Kim Taemin, Jisung gets called ‘artificial flavour’ lmao and Jae Chan becomes the Center

84.   The other 10 out of 10 team has Park Woojin from BNM as the leader and Hotshot Taehyun who actually can do the choreo hook. They also have Yuehua Hyungseob, GON ent Eunki and Yongbin whose ent I forgot but hes the one with the pretty nose lol

85.   Taehyun knows the choreo in another way from as it’s written down and it feels a bit heated

86.   The first team has problems doing the tricky chore but the second one gets it pretty well + they have the K-Tiger Byun Hyunmin so its easier for them

87.   First team has serious problems WHY DID THEY CHOOSE SUCH AN ACROBATIC RIVAL

88.   Now they’re preparing for their stage makeup and clothing and whatnot aaaaaahhh I’m so EXCITED everyone are looking so GOOD

89.   2PM 10 out of 10 teams are gonna go on now I’m SO EXCITED FUCK DUDE

90.   Jisung gets called the ‘master of facial expressions’ that’s a pretty lame name for the meme god

91.   Cut to the practice, team 1 is pretty fucking sad and their center Jae Chan makes mistakes with both singing and dancing

92.   Jisung gets praised for his dance and whatnot, Jae Chan asks for more timie to practice, the rest of the team shut him down and make Jisung the center

93.   This choreo is pretty gay ngl and the song is GREAT

94.   They threw confetti on themselves lmaoo

95.   ONE OF THEM DID A BALLET TWIRL SO CUTE

96.   Team 2 is veeeeery ambitious but Hyungseob is having problems with lyrics

97.   Park Woojin and Taehyun are having problems bc Woojin is the leader but Taehyun leads more and Woojin is sad aw

98.   People are crazy about team 2 lol poor team 1 2 has three A ranks and the k-tiger

99.   Ngl I liked team 1 more but I mean….. 2 flashed abs and flips so they are def gonna win sighs

100.   Can’t believe Park Jihoon is gonna sue Ahn Hyungseob for winking

101.   Lmaoooo Kim Taemin rated the other team 8.5/10 for their performance, Hyungseob said the first team was 8.4/10

102.   It just hit me I wont see like half of my kids again ever after this wow now I’m fucking sad fuck you mnet

103.   SOMEONE CALLED JISUNGS NAME AND THAT BABY STARTED CRYING AAWWHH ‘I was reciognized by someone’ FUCKING CUTE

104.   Oh my god they are revealing the results now I am SADDDD

105.   HYUNMIN SCORED OUT JISUNG I AM SAD

106.   HYUNGSEOB GOT 163 VOTES??? WHAT THE FUCK???????

107.   TEAM 2 WON???? BUT THEY ONLY HAD TWO PEOPLE WHO BROUGHT THE VOTES IN IM SO ANGRY TEAM 1 FUCKING DESERVED THIS AAAAAAGHHHHHH

108.   3000 votes is so much that’s so fucking much

109.   Anyways this was sad 

110. FALSE ALARM FALSE ALARM THIS ISNT OVER I JUST DISCOVERED THE CALL ME BABY CLIP THAT WASN’T UPLOADED BEFORE AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH SAVE ME

111.   Anyways 111 what a gr8 number lets watch Jinwoo be amazing as he always is

112.   Team 1 center is ‘age doesnt matter’ Hyunwoo and he just got scolded by Kahi

113.   Team 1 has Moonbok and Hyunwoo, team 2 has Jinwoo so who’s the real winner here

114.   Kahi lets two other members, Donghan and Woncheol to try out for the center position, Donghan does really well, Woncheol not as well. Hyunwoo apparently looks too strong and ‘not sexy’ in the center position loool

115.   Donghan becomes the new center and Hyunwoo cries poor kiddo ugh 

116.   Moonbok has an energizing effect on everyone ngl its cute lmao he also hides behind Hyunwoo while riding piggyback and pops out during one moment aahahahahah

117.   Aaaaaaaand its STARTING shit son the harmonies are nice, their main vocal is REALLY good and Donghae does amazingly as the center

118.   I mean Moonbok energizing others and being enthusiastic is cute but they are overhyping him a loooooooot

119.   Ok but... let me see Jinwoo... pls... THERE HE IS IN AN OVERSIZED PLLAID KINDA THING

120.   Apparently this team was pretty problematic while practicing and as far as I know they also 1) where the second to last to be chosen and 2) lost this competition ugh

121.    Their center, Dongbin doesn’t know his parts and is.... not good sighs I’m sad he also started crying

122.   Jinwoo has to do all the hard singing parts because he’s the only compentent vocal in the group and just..... ugh poor kid he is going to kill his voice I’m so so so so so sad

123.   LEZZ GO JINWOO IS SO GOOD PLEASE PPL PAY ATTENTION TO HIM 

124.   Aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhahahah all the teachers are on the edges of their seats because of how those makeshift vocalists are doing

125.   If Jinwoo doesn’t make it though this evulation I’m going to be really, really, really, really, REALLY sad  

126.   Team 1 has only 2 positions that overdid team 2 positions but they still won bc Jelly Heeseok and Moonbok brought so many votes in. Jinwoo did alright though, not too good but alright

127.   Team 2 lost. Obviously. Ugh. I’m just... sad dude

now it’s really done and it was even sadder than I anticipated

ring me up when u wanna cry about p101 im always up for that 

[squeeneyart]

Get to know me tag

Tagged by @breathofthewiles​

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people nah

THE LAST:

1. Drink: Water

2. Phone call: the head of my department

3. Text message: an old coworker

4. Song you listened to: Refrain Boy by ALL OFF

5. Time you cried: yesterday over all might probably

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: I don’t date my dude

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: what the fuck is kissing

8. Been cheated on: nope

9. Lost someone special: i dunno, ive kind of stopped being friends with people but i dont feel like i “lost” them

10. Been depressed: ehh?? maybe???

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nah

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Blue

13. Green

14. Orange

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: ye :0

16. Fallen out of love: nope

17. Laughed until you cried: absolutely

18. Found out someone was talking about you: don’t think so

19. Met someone who changed you: my current dm!

20. Found out who your friends are: i mean i knew that already

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: no

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: i think all of them are people ive met irl

23. Do you have any pets: no

24: Do you want to change your name: uh. kinda? i have some names in mind but im not super worried about it at the moment

25. What did you do for your last birthday: went home to get food with my family, that’s about it

26. What time did you wake up: 9:30 am

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: dreaming that i managed to eat something off my bedside table and waking up very worried and confused

28. Name something you can’t wait for: my bnha season 1 dvds/m current job to be over/my party’s next dnd session!

29. When was the last time you saw your mom; like 45 minutes ago

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I wish I had more direction for my life

31. What are you listening to right now: nothing

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I mean. my uncle

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: my own inability to think of new things to draw

34. Most visited website: twitter/tumblr

35. Moles: none

36. Marks: i have a birthmark the shape of indiana on my leg

37. Childhood dream: being a vet

38. Hair Color: blondish red

39. Long or short hair: super short now

40. Do you have a crush on someone: ah the eternal question with no definitive answer, but probably not

41. What do you like about yourself: I think I’m doing ok as an artist who’s still learning

42. Piercings: ear piercings that havent been used in Years

43. Blood type: i think im ab- but i dunno

44. Nicknames: ris/risaroo is a family nickname

45. Relationship status: single

46. Zodiac: aquarius

47. Pronouns: they/them

48. Favorite TV Shows: GRAVITY FALLS, mob psycho 100, my hero academia

49. Tattoos: nah

50. Right or Left hand: right

51. Surgery: do wisdom teeth count

52. Hair dyed in different color: nope

53. Sport: played softball as a kid

55. Vacation: i dont think ive been on a proper vacation since the middle of summer last year, family went on a cruise off of florida

56. Pair of trainers: i got a pair of gym shoes

MORE GENERAL  

57. Eating: box pasta is my go to thing

58. Drinking: i just drink water, green tea, and root beer

59. I’m about to: draw something hopefully

61. Waiting for: my last  possible job reference to get back to me so i can fully apply to this job

62. Want: to do more with art

63. Get married: eh, i dont really see it since i dont even have an interest in dating as far as i know

64. Career: planning on a career related to psychology but god i really love art and animation

WHICH IS BETTER

65. Hugs or kisses: hugs

66. Lips or eyes: eyes

67. Shorter or taller: i mean i wanna be taller myself, but theyre both good??

68. Older or younger: this is kind of a weird question so im not answering it

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms i guess??

71. Sensitive or loud: are these things mutually exclusive

72. Hook up or relationship: i mean neither preferably

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: this  is really vague my dude

HAVE YOU EVER

74. Kissed a stranger: no

75. Drank hard liquor: no

76. Lost glasses/ contact lenses: i mean i knocked my glasses off the box i use as a side table a few times

77. Turned someone down: i vaguely remember doing so, yeah

78. Sex on the first date: no

79. Broken someone’s heart: i dont think so

80. Had your heart broken: i mean in a friendship way maybe

81. Been arrested: no

82. Cried when someone died: yea

83. Fallen for a friend: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

84. Yourself:  i try to

85. Miracles: not really

86. Love at first sight: nah

87. Santa Claus: nah

88. Kiss on the first date: i mean if the date itself goes well and both parties are feelin it

OTHER

90. Current best friends(s) name(s): im weird about best friend things so im just gonna-

91. Eye color: blue

Favorite Movie: The Iron Giant

[restingbritishface]

all the questions because why not

(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed? Closed because I’ve never been able to sleep with them open after watching Monsters Inc when I was like six lol

(2) Do You Have Freckles? Yeah, but only a few on my arms and stuff, I don’t have any on my face

(3) Can You Whistle? Very badly usually, I can do the Hunger Games whistle and that’s it

(4) Last Song You Listened To. Say You Won’t Let Go by James Arthur

(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour? Like a sapphire blue and autumn red, any dark, rich fall colors basically?

(6) Relationship Status. Pshhh you know this one I’m totally happily taken

(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now? 84F lol

(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky? Nope I always have a reason to smile when I wake up bet you can’t guess what it is

(9) How Many Followers? 286

(10) Zodiac Sign. Taurus (like the first day of Taurus so like Aries too sort of?)

(11) What Is Your Eye Colour? It’s a weird grey blue color? It’s got like a darker blue half circle thing around the outside of my iris too that’s weird as well

(12) Take A Vitamin Daily? Yep, I take two multivitamins

(13) Do You Sing In The Shower? What are you even doing in there if you aren’t singing?

(14) What Books Are You Reading? None at the moment, actually

(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14. Oh fuck I had to get out of bed for this “Was that Alex I heard? Loki curled his scarred lip” (The Hammer of Thor, Rick Riordan)

(16) Favourite Anime? I’ve seen like three episodes of Black Butler and that’s it for anime lol

(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of? ???? it’s been so long since I’ve cried in front of anyone I don’t even know???

(18) Do You Collect Anything? Dust Um I just collect things that mean stuff to me? Like movie tickets and stuff idk if it has some sort of meaning I keep it. I keep fortunes from fortune cookies that I like 

(19) What Did You Have For Lunch? I didn’t have lunch lol

(20) Do You Dance In The Car? What else would I be doing, driving???? I always listen to music and I am a dancer so I definitely dance in the car

(21) Favourite Animal? Maybe cats I think?

(22) Do You Watch The Olympics? Only if it’s like figure skating or gymnastics, anything else is usually boring

(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed? Somewhere between like midnight and 2am usually

(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now? Yeahhhh

(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean? Pool because I live nowhere near an ocean lol

(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog? yourbruiise/missedbecominghistoric obviously

(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water? Bottled, but only certain brands

(28) What Makes You Happy? You

(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now.

(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music? With, I have a playlist just for studying

(31) Dogs Or Cats? Cats

(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be? I’d be a massive rainbow colored crayon

(33) PlayStation Or Xbox. Neither

(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean? Ocean maybe, yeah, idk I don’t like lakes

(35) Do You Believe In Magic? Yeah I think I do or a sort

(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing? Grey/blue

(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue? Yep

(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It? A good mix of both?

(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You? Yep a bra

(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now? Merlin lol

(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly? Nope but I’ve had them land on me before

(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People? Nope, I’ve got strong opinions about everything and I don’t like changing my mind

(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams? Oh hell yeah

(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes? I don’t mind them tbh

(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry. Monsters Inc, tbh but that was when I was like six

(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds? Ew no

(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be? Probably One Direction or mcr

(48) Are You A Picky Eater? Yeahhhh you know this one already lol

(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper? Sort of? I sleep through most sounds, but I wake up immediately if someone touches me

(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning? Nope I love both as long as I’m inside

(51) Do You Like To Read / Write? Oooh yeah

(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud? Definitely, especially in the car

(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents? WRAP PRESENTS I LOVE CHRISTMAS DECK THE FUCKING HALLS

(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up?

(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather) hell Summer 

(56) What Are You Craving Right Now? Ice cream 

(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed. This takes way more knowledge than I possess it is not happening

(58) What Is Your Gender? Female?

(59) Coffee Or Tea? Coffee duh

(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About? Lol noooo

(61) What Is Your Sexuality? some sort of panromantic asexual

(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning? Yeah my parents make me lol

(63) Favourite Pokemon? No clue???

(64) Favourite Social Media? Tumblr or Snapchat

(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories? I don’t know? I don’t have an Instagram

(66) Do You Get Homesick? Lol no the first and only time I’ve been away from family/home I didn’t want to go back at all

(67) Are You A Virgin? Sort of, I guess?

(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now? OGX argan oil of morocco

(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free? Sleep in my car tbh

(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life? Unfortunately

(71)  Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters? Dunkirk

(72) Do You Miss Your Ex? Hell no

(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now? “Leave a little glitter wherever you go” and “I don’t want to be brave. I want to be myself” 

(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest? I don’t know? I didn’t realize eye colors can be sexy

(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set? Hell yeah to both

(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate? Cheesy garlic bread

(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone? Candy Crush and Stop

(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not? Yeah if I knew CPR then yeah

(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight? Oh honey of course I have lol

(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network? No?

(81) Do You Like Meeting New People? Not really unless I know I’ll like them

(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them. No rings

(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed? Closed, I have to if I want to sleep 

(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today? I worked and ate and went on Tumblr

(85) What Do You Wear To Bed? A shirt and underwear and sometimes leggings if it’s cold

(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now. Oh my god that would take way too long

(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person? Night

(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc. Skyrim IV, that’s it

(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened. I had a dream last night I was a super famous rockstar guy 

(90) Favourite Soda Drink? Nope no soda 

(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite? Your voice, rain, fire crackling

(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More? I don’t own sweats and I don’t wear jeans, I live in leggings

(93) How Do You Look Right Now? Cute as hell??

(94) Name Something That Relaxes You. Videochat my favorite person ever

(95) What Tattoo Do You Want? I want like an underboob tattoo that says “leave a little glitter wherever you go”

(96) Favourite YouTuber? I have no idea, I just look at videos when I need to?

[vampir3d]

Thanks for tagging me @suchaverageverywow  !! <3

THE LAST…

1. Drink: Flat Dr. Pepper

2. Phone call: My boyfriend before cos I was checking he wasn’t dead (he wasn’t just ill)

3. Text message: My boyfriend again, this time talking about cheesy garlic bread

4. Song you listened to: Sweat - The All-American Rejects

5. Time you cried: Sunday night because I thought about my Guinea Pig that died a couple of months ago. I’m sad af. But also, I’m adopting this cute fluffy black one hopefully soon!! So I will stop crying.

HAVE YOU EVER…

6. Dated someone twice: This is the second time I’ve ‘dated’ my bf but the first time was very short and we broke it off because of my anxiety issues. We decided to stay friends and get to know each other, before, eventually after a year, we decided we should get back together (because I love him still).

7. Been cheated on: No, thankfully

8. Kissed someone and regretted it: No, actually.

9. Lost someone special: Not unless you count the Guinea Pig from before^^

10. Been depressed: Well everyone feels depressed from time to time but I would not say I am depressed.

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: I threw up last week but that may not have been the alcohol, I feel, but I dunno it also could have been... I think I ate too much tbh.

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS:

12. Red

13. Pink (though it’s just a lighter shade of red innit)

14. Black

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

15. Made new friends: Yes, especially my friendo Jasmin I would say, who I’ve made really good friends with this year :))

16. Fallen out of love: No

17. Laughed until you cried: I laugh at everything, yes definitely. My friend fell off her chair today trying to kick the boy in front of her and I nearly cried.

18. Found out someone was talking about you: No...

19. Met someone who changed you: Literally every person tbh

20. Found out who your true friends are: Yes... I already knew but I think it became more prominent and I realised I didn’t have to bother with them as much.

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Well yeah, I have my bf on Facebook so...

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Pretty much all, I don’t add internet friends on Facebook. I dunno why, I don’t really use it that much tbh.

23. Do you have any pets: Miso is my fish (his counterpart was called Sushi because I’m hilarious) and I may be adopting a Guinea Pig this weekend which is called Bella!

24. Do you want to change your name: Nah

25. What did you do for your last birthday: Nothing. My best friend tried to throw me a mini surprise party but no one wanted to come :(

26. What time did you wake up: 6:30 kill me, I felt like death.

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping

28. Name something you cannot wait for: Summer, I go on holiday for a few weeks and then get to spend the rest of the time asleep or with my boyfriend. Or preferably, both.

29. When was the last time you saw your mother: Twenty minutes ago when I had tea (I’m hiding in my room now)

30. What is the one thing you wish you could change about your life: I suppose the only thing I’d want to do now is be rid of my anxiety... ngl apart from that, stuff is okay. Or you know, become rich.

31. What are you listening to right now: Where The Lines Overlap - Paramore

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: There is a Tom in a few of my classes, he’s okay but v annoying and keeps wondering why he doesn’t get laid (spoiler: it’s because he is annoying)

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: How fucking tired I am and how my bf isn’t here to give me cuddles until I fall asleep ahhh :(

34. Most visited website: At the moment, Youtube, Tumblr and Crunchyroll, is all I use tbh lmao.

35. Elementary: Kinda miss that, I left like 4 years ago now wtf (I presume this is the American version of Primary school?)

36. High School: I’m about to go into the last year and I’m pumped for that. I’ve actually had a good year too.

37. College/university: I wanna go to University hopefully...

38. Hair colour: Blonde naturally and also now dyed 

39. Long or short hair: Medium but I’m gonna get it cut fairly short (on or above my shoulders) soon

40. Do you have a crush on someone: Harry Styles, Michael Clifford, Gerard Way, Cole Sprouse, Dan Howell and Phil Lester, Awsten Knight... and I guess my boyfriend is okay looking too.

41. What do you like about yourself: I just want everyone to be happy and to make people happy :(

42. Piercings: Standard ear lobe

43. Blood type: No idea, I wanna know too 

44. Nickname: Jess(?) or Sugarmuffin if you’re my bf eww

45. Relationship status: In a relationship for the first time. Ever.

46. Zodiac sign: Virgo

47. Pronouns: She/her

48. Favourite TV show: OKAY I’M REALLY STOKED FOR THE SECOND SEASON OF STRANGER THINGS SO I’M GONNA SAY THAT RN.

49. Tattoos: None

50. Right or left hand: Right

FIRST…

51. Surgery: I haven't had any (thankfully?)

52. Piercing: Standard ear lobe was done in the summer of 2013 I think

54. Sport: Swimming probably

55. Vacation: I think we went Menorca when I was very young??? Idk if it was the first but one of the very very first

56. Pair of trainers: Baby trainers I guess, fuck knows

57. Eating: ?? idk

58. Drinking: These questions are confusing is it asking me for the first thing I ever drank? mate, probably my Mother’s milk help

59. I’m about to: Fall asleep probably

60. Listening to: How Do You Feel? - The Maine

61. Waiting for: Death

62. Want: DEATH

63. Get married: Yeah I totally wanna get married

64. Career: I don’t have one and honestly fuck knows what I’m gonna do

YOUR TYPE…

65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs and kisses... OKAY HUGS

66. Lips or eyes: Eyes

67. Shorter or taller: Someone taLLER PLS. I need to be protected.

68. Older or younger: My bf is younger than me but idc. I’d probably choose older if given the option but it doesn’t really matter.

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: Stomach?

71. Sensitive or loud: My bf is both lmao. I prefer it when he is being sensitive though sometimes xx

72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship omg

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: Both depending on the situation. It’s probably better if they’re more of a troublemaker because I’m not!

HAVE YOU EVER…

74. Kissed a stranger: No!

75. Drank hard liquor: Not hard liquor

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: Nope

77. Turned someone down: I had to politely turn down this girl who asked me out because I’m straight :(

78. Sex on first date: Fuck off

79. Broken someone’s heart: No 

80. Had your heart broken: No

81. Been arrested: No

82. Cried when someone died: My Guinea Pig?? does that count??

83. Fallen for a friend: MY BF IS MY BFF NGL YES

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

84. Yourself: Her? Fuck no

85. Miracles: Not really... maybe a little

86. Love at first sight: Yes, though it doesn’t always need to happen that way for it to be love

87. Santa Claus: He is real? I’ve met him multiple times

88. Kiss on the first date: Maybe if you know the person well enough beforehand

89. Angels: I’m living proof baby no

OTHER…

90. Current best friend’s name: Sarah

91. Eye colour: Blue 

92. Favourite movie: SO MANY. I’m gonna say Howl’s Moving Castle for now

[starvelikeastar]

Julianne Hough:

Julianne Hough is mainly a dancer, (she won Dancing With The Stars twice), but she is also acts and sings country music.  Shocking, I know. She works out so much that she has designed her own line of “active wear”.   She even blogs about exercising, in case you care.   She says she likes to “have a healthy lifestyle rather than use the phrase dieting”.

Hydration: Five glasses of water (Really, that’s it?!) Plus seltzer water with dinner. 

Pre-workout:  (or pre-Pilates class, in my case) Green Juice

So, obviously, my juice did not turn out green, even though there are a lot of green things in it. This was the worst smoothie I ever made.  Yuck-o.  Not a great way to start the day.  (And I regularly make green drink)

I also have a headache from not having my daily dose of caffeine first thing in the morning. 

This smoothie consisted of cucumber, spinach, kale, pear, celery, carrot, green apple, ginger, lemon and beets.  Who knew that  beets are the alpha-dog?  They not only turn a green drink red, but they do the same to your pee.

This smoothie was not smooth at all; in fact it was pretty chunky.  There was not enough liquid to smooth it out, so I had to sacrifice one of my glasses of precious water to help it along.  There was also not anything  to make it sweet.  The ginger helped, but not enough.  This recipe definitely needs improvement! Does she really make this, or is this something she picks up at a juice bar?

I managed to choke it down, even though I had to eat the last bit with a spoon.

Husband was a sport and had some too.  He also said it was terrible, but “full of good fiber”.

Breakfast: Steamed over-easy eggs, avocado, tomato and tea.

What the fuck are steamed over easy eggs? Ok, so I just googled it, and apparently it’s a thing. I, however, just made regular over easy eggs. Served with tomato and avocado.  Not a bad breakfast, but it needed salt and pepper all over the place.  Haven’t these stars ever heard of SEASONING???  Really, it may change their lives.

To drink:  English breakfast tea with skim milk and stevia in the raw.  This was o.k., if you are a tea drinker.  I don’t really know why she put skim milk in it....is she English?  Skim milk is so thin, it’s almost not even there, but the tea still tasted good.  The Stevia was REALLY sweet!!  (She couldn’t add sweetness to the smoothie, but she likes her tea to taste like it’s going to rot her teeth. Huh.) For some reason, I expected the Stevia in the Raw to look like sugar in the raw, but it  looked just like any other  fake sweetener.

I live in the south.  I had to drink a glass of water after walking the dog.  Now I only have three left for the whole day.  WTF?  She works out like it’s her fucking job.....how the hell does she not drink more water?

Snack:  Apple Pie Smoothie

She has redeemed herself with this smoothie.  It’s fucking delicious!!  Ingredients:  5 raw almonds, 1 red apple, 1 small frozen banana, 6 oz. fat-free plain Greek yogurt, 1/2 cup almond milk, 1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon.  It tastes just like apple pie.

If you are going to try this at home, PEEL the banana before freezing. Since I am not in the habit of freezing banana’s,  I did not know this, and nearly lost a finger trying to cut the frozen peel from the banana.

I feel like I have been eating all day.  It’s already 12:30, and I still have lunch to go.  At this rate, I will be eating lunch at 2:30 and have a late dinner.

I still have a raging headache from not having caffeine.

Lunch: Chicken Salad, (and yes, it’s 2:30)

Holy crap, this girl eats a lot.  I honestly didn’t think I would be able to eat this, but somehow I managed.

This is a boneless, skinless chicken breast over mixed greens with tomato, cucumber, hearts of palm, almond slivers, edamame and banana pepper.  It is drizzled with olive oil and lemon juice.

Besides the heart of palm, it was good.  Again, it lacked seasoning.  The chicken has salt and pepper on it, but the salad did not.  It really needed it.  What is the deal with heart of palm?  People make a big deal about them, but honesty, they tasted mushy and bland.

I feel like I have been eating all day.  I am full.  I can’t believe I managed to eat the whole salad.

I had a glass of water with this salad, so that only leaves me ONE glass of water for the rest of the day and night. 

Snack: One orange

Orange you glad I didn’t say something goofy?

Dinner: Baked salmon with spinach

Yes, I was actually hungry for dinner, and at a normal dinner hour.  This is 6 oz. of baked salmon with 2 cups of sautéed spinach with pink salt.  The salmon was like butter, baby, even though there is no butter in the dish. For a $7.00 piece of salmon it should be.  Thank god I didn’t over cook it.

Two cups of spinach, sautéed, shrinks down to about four bites.  With all the damn vegetables this girl eats, she couldn’t double the portion for this? Honestly, I would have left the beets out of the first smoothie and preferred to have a beet salad with this dish.  This was a very small meal.

To drink: one can of seltzer water. Yippee.  I would have preferred wine, but at least it was something other than tap water.

But just you wait.....dessert is still to come.

Dessert:  Four dark chocolate covered almonds

Is that not the saddest fucking dessert you have ever seen?  Seriously? Is this a joke?  FOUR chocolate covered almonds.  Can this even be considered dessert?  Meanwhile, Husband is eating them by the handful.

My verdict:

I didn't need two smoothies today and would have happily 86′d the first one.  I felt like I ate a lot today.  In fact, I felt like I was eating all day long.  I ate so may vegetables, I almost started hopping around like a bunny.

Dinner needed another component to it, even another vegetable.

This girl needs to drink more water!!  How does she work out like a fiend and not drink more water?

I did not however, feel like I starved today.

People Magazine Verdict:

Julianne does a great job staying hydrated.  (Um, no she doesn’t!).  If she is doing an intense workout, she might consider adding a banana or another carb. (yes, a carb with dinner would have been great).

The four almonds are such a tease.  I so want a whole handful!  Unfair.

I just went back for six more almonds.

[sweetest--melody]

aaaND THE PROMPTS AFTER THAT ONE

Wew lad there a lot of these. This took me two hours.

1. What is you middle name?

James

2. How old are you?

8123 days old.

3. When is your birthday?

January 2nd

4. What is your zodiac sign?

Capricorn

5. What is your favorite color?

6. What’s your lucky number?

42 is in a lot of stuff for me for a reason

7. Do you have any pets?

I don’t, but I wish I did.

8. Where are you from?

Right now I live in Massachusetts, but Florida is where I consider home.

9. How tall are you?

Uh... Average? I haven’t been measured in forever. I don’t really feel shorter than most people, or taller either.

10. What shoe size are you?

10-11

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?

Three, my work shoes, a pair of black and white Converse, and some snow boots.

12. What was your last dream about?

I don’t really remember what it was about just that someone was there.

13. What talents do you have?

14. Are you psychic in any way?

Not at all. Wish I was though, I’d finally know what people think about me and actually, yknow, be able to prevent bad personal stuff from happening before its too late.

15. Favorite song?

16. Favorite movie?

17. Who would be your ideal partner?

NOW THAT IS VERY CLASSIFIED INFORMATION, PRESENT ADMINISTRATIVE PASSKEYS IMMEDIATELY

18. Do you want children?

lmao fuck no

19. Do you want a church wedding?

Depends on what the person I would theoretically be marrying would want.

20. Are you religious?

Not in the slightest.

21. Have you ever been to the hospital?

Once, in elementary school, I fell into a drain pit and cut my knee wide open. Had to get 24 stitches for it.

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?

Never once, never even got a speeding ticket.

23. Have you ever met any celebrities?

When I was a tiny child, I met Stone Cold Steve Austin. Does that count?

24. Baths or showers?

Both, depends on the amount of time I have or if it would be inconveniencing anybody else.

25. What color socks are you wearing?

White

26. Have you ever been famous?

lol no

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?

lol also no

28. What type of music do you like?

A lot of different kinds, in a lot of different genres, but my most favorite are alternative rock and grunge.

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?

Maaaayyyybeeee

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?

Five. Two on each side of the bed, and a long body pillow (NO NOT LIKE ONE OF THOSE) behind the other four for support.

31. What position do you usually sleep in?

On my back or my side, usually.

32. How big is your house?

The one I’m currently living in is... pretty fucking big. Three floors, four bed, four bath (two of them full), full kitchen, in-ground pool. I’m really lucky to be in this position right now, but also kind of... idk how to put it. Ashamed?

33. What do you typically have for breakfast?

Nothing. Breakfast and lunch don’t happen for me all the time.

34. Have you ever fired a gun?

Not a real one, no. Always wanted to try it.

35. Have you ever tried archery?

Yes when I was in Scouts, and I was apparently damn good at it.

36. Favorite clean word?

Finagle, but I don’t use it to mean like “cheat” or “be dishonest”, more like “work something in weird ways to get it to work the way you want”

37. Favorite swear word?

FUCK. I FUCKING love the word FUCK.

38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?

36 hours

39. Do you have any scars?

Remember when I cut open my knee?

40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?

lol probably not, but who knows. If I do, they never let me know.

41. Are you a good liar?

Not really, no.

42. Are you a good judge of character?

Never at first, not until some time passes with that person.

43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?

Sort of, a vaguely English accent, but I don’t know what region it would be.

44. Do you have a strong accent?

Does an American accent count? Not like southern or Bostonian, just generally American.

45. What is your favorite accent?

Y’know the vaguely English accent Bayonetta has? That one.

46. What is your personality type?

INFP-T, though I don’t really take much stock in these.

47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?

Hell if I know, probably my snow coat.

48. Can you curl your tongue?

Nope

49. Are you an innie or an outie?

Innie!

50. Left or right handed?

My entire right side is the dominant half of my body.

51. Are you scared of spiders?

52. Favorite food?

Two things: Grilled shrimp, and Chicken Parm

53. Favorite foreign food?

Uh... Sushi.

54. Are you a clean or messy person?

A mix of both. Everything is fucked up, but its all fucked up in their own small, confined spaces, where they belong.

55. Most used phrased?

OH FUCK

56. Most used word?

FUCK

57. How long does it take for you to get ready?

About 5-10 minutes.

58. Do you have much of an ego?

The only ego I have is saying that I’m basically the best person in my class at what we do.

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?

Give it the S U C C until its ready for the C R O N C H

60. Do you talk to yourself?

Sometimes, just when I’m trying to keep track of stuff, or to see how something that I’m thinking sounds out loud.

61. Do you sing to yourself?

ALL THE TIME

62. Are you a good singer?

lmao no. Like I can carry a tune but my voice is gross.

63. Biggest Fear?

I have many fears. I have no biggest fear, because all my fears are my biggest fears.

64. Are you a gossip?

Not at all. Personal problems will stay personal.

65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?

The Pianist. Such a good film.

66. Do you like long or short hair?

On other people? It doesn’t really matter to me, long hair, short hair, no hair, if I like them then whatever they look like is good for me.

67. Can you name all 50 states of America?

Geography (that’s a state right) was one of my worst subjects

68. Favorite school subject?

Everything actually in my program. The news class I’m in this semester is probably my favorite.

69. Extrovert or Introvert?

Really really introverted

70. Have you ever been scuba diving?

Nope

71. What makes you nervous?

People not talking. People laughing near me but not in my group. Breathing. Really just life. I’m always nervous.

72. Are you scared of the dark?

Nah. Darkness is pretty comfortable to me.

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?

I try to while keeping a completely constructive and kind tone. Everybody makes mistakes, its a part of learning and growing, a process everybody is constantly going through.

74. Are you ticklish?

Maybe.

75. Have you ever started a rumor?

Never.

76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?

Like sort of. Does an admin for a server of a video game count?

77. Have you ever drank underage?

Of course

78. Have you ever done drugs?

Does smoking pot once and not liking it count

79. Who was your first real crush?

This girl in high school named Cheyenne. We were good friends, knew eachother since elementary. Couldn’t bring myself to tell her, now she’s lost to the ether.

80. How many piercings do you have?

Zero

81. Can you roll your Rs?“

Yeah, idk why people can’t its not really hard.

82. How fast can you type?

Uh... Average speed? idk

83. How fast can you run?

Not very fast. I gotta work on my cardio.

84. What color is your hair?

Sort of a dusty dark brown.

85. What color is your eyes?

Sort of green around the rims, hazel closer to the middle

86. What are you allergic to?

Pollen, mold, yknow the seasonal stuff.

87. Do you keep a journal?

Nope.

88. What do your parents do?

My mother works at a hospital, basically as a staff manager. My father is dead, but was a marine, military contractor, and truck driver in life.

89. Do you like your age?

For where I am in life, not really.

90. What makes you angry?

Myself.

91. Do you like your own name?

I didn’t for a while, but now I guess I’m okay with it. Can still be called whatever and its fine.

92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?

Nope.

93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?

None would be preferable. If I had to chose, it really doesn’t matter to me, I will still love them unconditionally regardless.

94. What are you strengths?

Nothing. Editing.

95. What are your weaknesses?

Everything.

96. How did you get your name?

My parents wanted to name me “Francis” after one of my dad’s old friends, but at the hospital they didn’t know the “male” way to spell it, so they just went with “Frank” instead.

97. Were your ancestors royalty?

lol no

98. Do you have any scars?

Remember those stitches?

99. Color of your bedspread?

Right now, blue with a black blanket.

100. Color of your room?

White and blue.

[haaaaaaaarrrry]

1-117 : favorite thing about your best friend?

1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now? I'm confused as to why I procrastinate so badly and then hate myself2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone? does my dad count3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care? I am significant enough for my self and sometimes everyone needs a little mischief4: Do you find it easy to trust others? what does that word mean it is foreign to me5: What were you doing at 11PM last night? watching 13 Reasons with my mom6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you? Levers7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on? ask me that two years ago8: Are you close with your dad? we tight9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right? does my cat count10: What are you listening to? creepy noises in my house I hate being alone11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it? I mean I guess survival water? if I'm trynna get turnt imma get some fireball12: Do you like hickeys? no get outta here with that13: What time do you go to bed? it depends14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down? my hoe side15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both? idk16: Do you always answer your texts? no I have 41 unread texts atm17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for? that’s a complicated question ask my therapist her name is Beth18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? 8:31 pm19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them? yes20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? Renee should have won season eight of ANTM she won all the challenges and always had the best pictures21: Is anyone else in the room with you? my anxieties22: Do you believe what goes around comes around? yes23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now? no24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with? I don’t know probably25: In the past week, have you cried? I cried like two hours ago26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing? green27: Do people ever call you by your last name? people call me Benzo sometimes28: Is anyone ignoring you right now? idk kinda no one i really care about29: Do you have a best friend? yes30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed? no lmfao31: Who was your last call/text message from? my roommate32: Are you mad at anyone? mad isn’t the right word33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you? that is a story man34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday? 28 I think35: How many more days until your birthday? it’s in October36: Do you have any summer plans yet? school. school. school37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex? yes38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now?um I think I'm probably hiding how upset I am39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone? yes40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? yes41: Do you think age matters in relationships? nah42: Are you available? I guess43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended? none really. I had a fling with a guy that wasn’t a fling but was but wasn’t but he Hurt Me44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get? I have my nose and want my belly button45: Do you believe exes can be friends? yes but it depends on who46: Do you regret anything? I don’t know if regret is how I feel I try to learn not regret47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now? failing all my classes failing school hating myself48: Did you ever lose a best friend? I mean she didn’t like die or move away but we fought49: Was your last kiss a mistake? yes50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like? he has feelings for someone else but that didn’t stop him from taking me somewhere more private51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry? yes very surprisingly52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed? no blocked his number 53: What was the last thing you ate? pizza rolls54: Did you get any compliments today? yes55: Where are you going on your next vacation? London

56: Do you own anything from other countries? no57: Are most of your friend guys or girls?girls58: Where have you lived most of your life? Tennessee 59: When was the last time you took a long drive? I've never really been anywhere you have to drive longer than a few hours 60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle? surprisingly no61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house? yes62: Who do you text the most? my best friend63: What was the last movie you saw? Beauty and the Beast64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex? don’t have one of those65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2011? none66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you? no67: Do you curse around your parents? yes we all cuss each other68: Are you happy with where you live? yes69: Picture of yourself? ( ‘ ‘ )70: Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships? idk I'm not in either71: Have you ever been dumped? yes72: What do you most like about making out? getting attention73: Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with? yes who are you talking to74: When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other? I usually flirt heavily and then get kissed75: What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive? their eyes76: Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed? my mom77: Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour? ...78: Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name? no79: What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face? when I get validation or attention80: Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already? if I can be a stay at home mom and get pregnant81: Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you? yes82: Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush? lmao yes83: Do you miss your last sweetie? I guess84: Last time you slow danced with someone? fricken prom85: Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met? lol eighth grade86: How can I win your heart? buy me alcohol and don’t be an asshole87: What is your astrological sign? libra88: What were you doing last night at 12 AM? sleeping89: Do you cook? no90: Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication? ugh91: If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship? occasionally92: Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly? it depends on the day93: What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest? if you have an acoustic guitar and blue eyes and are a douchebag I am in love with you94: Name four things that you wish you had! ed sheeran’s big dick95: Are you a player? I play the Britney Spears game96: Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day? no97: Are you a tease? yes98: Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr? no99: Have you ever been deeply in love with someone? idk idk what love is100: Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with? yes I would definitely go on a girls night out with @purplelunarmoth @karesera and @ownerandwriterofedsnnnnggghhhh101: Hugs or Kisses? neither do not touch me unless I specifically ask you to do so102: Are you too shy to ask someone out? how much liquor have I had103: The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? if I know the person104: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe? no don’t call me anything105: If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it? nope106: Do you flirt a lot? idk107: Your last kiss? don’t ask108: Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012? I honestly don’t remember109: Have you kissed anyone in the past month? yes110: If you could kiss anyone who would it be? ed sheeran111: Do you know who you’ll kiss next? nope112: Does someone like you currently? idk113: Do you currently have feelings for anyone? yah114: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings? depends on my mood115: Ever made out with just a friend? I guess you could classify it as yes116: Are you happier single or in a relationship? idk probably single117: Your own question that you want me to answer. Just write it.my favorite thing about my best friend is that she watches my eating disorder and keeps me on the straight and narrow

[emani-writes]

Tag Game Stuff

I was tagged by @dmsilvisart, and if he wasn’t such a hard-ass, I’m sure @thayerkerbasy would have tagged me, too. 

LAST

1) Drink: Hot tea because I need to burn the sickness away.

2) Phone call: Husband

3) Text message: Husband. Needed to add to the list I gave him over the phone because, apparently, winter is coming. 

4) Song listened to: Whatever was on in the car last time I went out.

5) Time you cried: I made myself literally sob trying not to laugh so hard at a Jenna Marbles YouTube video.

HAVE YOU EVER

6) Dated somebody twice: I guess I went out with an ex once, but it was more hookup than makeup. 

7) Been cheated on: Probably. 

8) Kissed someone and regretted it: Hahahahahaha

9) Lost someone special: How? Where? Did you hear something? HAVE YOU FOUND THEM?

10) Been depressed: Seasonally. 

11) Gotten drunk and puked: I have messed up stomach issues. I don’t even need to get drunk!

THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS

12) Most of the richer, darker shades of blue. Teal. Navy. “Blue” is the accent color throughout my entire house. I could talk your ear off about paint colors. 

13) Purple

14) Charcoal gray. Unifying/base color throughout my house. 

IN THE LAST YEAR YOU HAVE YOU

15) Made new friends: Computer friends. 

16) Fallen out of love: Nope.

17) Laughed until you cried: Usually.

18) Found out someone was gossiping about you: I always assume my siblings are. I have to imagine my group of force-me-to-be-social friends has at some point or another as well. 

19) Met someone who changed your life: Probably not. Unless they just haven’t had the time yet. It’s cool, man. I know you’re busy.

20) Found out who your true friends are: This question is stupid and high school. Do other people my age still care about this kind of stuff?

21) Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Husband. And at least one sibling in the effort to be an asshole. And now I am the sick so double asshole points!

HOW MANY/MUCH

22) Facebook friends: Only if I know you in the biblical sense.

23) Pets: Two dogs and a child.

24) Want to change your name: I did change my tumblr name. 

WHAT

25) Did I get for my birthday: Two Leonid Afremov prints.

26) Time I woke up: The first time? 7:35. Then I took a nap because I am the sick and Girl Dog woke me at 2:30 to let her out.

27) Were you doing at midnight: Watching Jenna Marbles.

28) Can’t you wait for: The sickness to go away and a solution to the aforementioned stomach issues.

29) Was the last time you saw your mom: About 40 minutes ago. 

30) Was something you wish you could change about your life: I wish I had the money right this minute to start tearing out walls in my kitchen/dining room area. Or at least redo my master bathroom.

31) Are you listening to right now: Dogs barking. 

32) Gets on your nerves: Dogs barking.

33) Talked to a person named Tom: Why is this a what question? And not recently unless the dude voice on duolingo just so happens to be named Tom.

34) Is your most visited website: Apparently, it’s tumblr though for the longest time is was FFN.

35) Elementary school/primary school: I attended one.

36) High School: I also attended one.

37) College: Again, I attended one.

38) Hair color: Dark brown. Kid Thing would argue it’s black. Kid Thing is wrong, but would argue that regardless.

39) Long/short hair: Medium? I believe the cool kids call it a lob.

40) Crush: Well, I mean... Husband and I each have a 5. Five celebrities that if ever the stars aligned, we could totally bone without fear of consequences? AKA: Shit to talk about to help fill the void of a long car ride. Though just to add to the unlikelihood, I tend to prefer characters celebrities have played verses the actual celebrity himself.  

41) Do you like about yourself: I hee-yuck like Goofy. 

42) Piercings: Ears. Two on one side, one on the other. Once upon a time nose which I would have again but I feel l’m too old for that nonsense. 

43) Blood type: I don’t like to be limited by “type”.

44) Nickname: Emani. 

45) Relationship status: Married.

46) Zodiac: Archer.

47) Pronouns: She/her

48) Favorite show: Supernatural, Game of Thrones... I tend to watch YouTube.

49) Tattoos: Nope, though I wouldn’t be opposed. 

50) Left or right handed: Left. Husband tells me I’m broken. Because he’s “charming.”

FIRST

51) Surgery: Tonsils

52) Piercings: Ears

53) Best friend: First? The first one I remember was Erica.

54) Sport: Swimming.

55) Vacation: Beach.

56) Pair of shoes: Seriously?

RIGHT NOW

57) Eating: I’m not. Though I did have peanutbutter toast and an applesauce a little while ago.

58) Drinking: Hot tea. Jesus. Why should I do this if you aren’t even going to listen to me in the first place?

59) I am about to: Nothing. I’m sick. I’m going to sit here and be sick.

60) Listening to: Nothing. We already had this question, too? WFT, kids?

61) Waiting for: Husband to get home with dinner.

62) Want to see: A double rainbow.

63) Want to get married: Hey! It happened! I have witnesses and everything!

64) Career: Ish

WHICH IS BETTER

65) Hugs/kisses: Depends on who is the deliverer or the recipient. 

66) Lips/eyes: I look at both.

67) Taller/shorter: We make fun of sibling for being short which would indicate we think taller is better.

68) Younger/older: People near enough my age. +/- a decade, they either tend to annoy me or intimidate me as a perceived authority figure... which also annoys me. Does that make me ageist?

69) Romantic/spontaneous: Neither? Romantic makes me uncomfortable. Spontaneous frustrates me. Why couldn’t you just tell me you wanted to do XYZ? Then I could have mentally prepared myself for venturing outside.

70) Nice arms/nice stomach: I do have a thing for arms.

71) Sensitive/loud: Depends on context, really. Are they so sensitive they’re going to be offended by everything? Because ain’t nobody got time for that. Are they so loud, they’re going to talk over everyone else? Fuck you. I’m hilarious if you would just let me get a word in edgewise. 

72) Hookup/relationship: Relationship.

73) Troublemaker/hesitant: There should really be a medium.

HAVE YOU EVER

74) Kissed a stranger: I mean, I knew his first name.

75) Drank hard liquor: I am an adult who went to college. And I tried a sip of Scotch just yesterday. 

76) Lost glasses/contact lenses: Not usually. Those are fucking important.

77) Turned someone down: Yeah.

78) Canoodling on a first date: Yeah.

79) Broken someone’s heart: According to his mother.

80) Had your own heart broken: According to my mother.

81) Been arrested: Nope. Though one of my better friends is a cop now so I can’t ever visit that part of the state again because he totally would just to be a dick.

82) Cried when someone died: Yeah.

83) Fallen for a friend: Hahahahaha. I actually dated a guy BECAUSE he was good friends with one of my best friends who I couldn’t have. Not one of my finer moments. 

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

84) Yourself: I think, therefore I am.

85) Miracles: Only if we really lower the bar on what qualifies.

86) Santa Claus: Yes. You tell him I said that. I’ll let him know closer to Christmas which power tool I want. *wink*

87) Kisses on a first date: How is this something that someone may or may not believe in? Agree with? Engage in? Those are valid questions. The way this one is worded is stupid.

88) Angels: I mean, I believe in Castiel. I think he can do whatever he puts his mind to. Like getting in Dean’s pants. 

89) Love at first sight: I believe in attraction at first sight.

OTHER

90) Best friend’s name: Something generic and common. 

91) Eye color: Brown.

92) Favorite movie: It used to be Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind. Now it’s probably Deadpool. 

TAGS

I don’t know. Who would actually do this? Maybe @colubrina, @anonymousantonym? They’ve both tagged me in something or other before. 

[grungebeauty666]

I got chu. (This is my main blog.... I dont know if I've told you that? Or if you knew? Tbh I almost forgot what I was doing as I was getting ready to send this) but! You should do all of them because they are adorable af and ily and wanna know more about you!

I got chu! I think you never told me, but now I know :D Awe, ily too ^-^

1. What have you eaten today?

Oreo’s and a Cripsy Chicken Burger from Burgerking


2. Who was your last kiss with? Was it pleasant?

I think it was with one of my best friend. More or less, we do it kinda like a greeting, idk is that weird 


3. What color shoes did you last wear?

White/Holographic 


4. Who has made you laugh the hardest in the last week?

We watched Prison Break and I called Mike a »Snekay Weasel«


5. What is your favorite scent?

Natural one probably would be tea; Perfume whise Chloé Lovestory


6. What is your favorite season? Why?

Fall or Winter, because my skin is very sensitive to heat, and it itches and it’s just a no from me


7. Can you do a handstand or cartwheel?

I used to, but then I got fat lmao


8. What color are your nails?

Pink


9. If you had to get a tattoo on your face to save your life, what would it be?

A little heart under my right eye


10. What is something you find romantic?

Netflix and Chill


11. Are you happy?

No


12. Is there anything in particular making you happy orsad?

My best friends make me happy. Money makes me happy, because I can spend it on shit I don’t need; Part of my family makes me sad


13. Dogs or Cats?

Both


15. Which do you prefer:a museum, a night club, the forest or a library?

Museum, I loved the Van Gogh Museum in Amsterdam


15. What is your style?

Really weird, because I like alot of stuff so; Grunge, Goth, Hipster, “Instagram-Ish”, Geeky, Cute and alot more mixed 


16. If you could be doing anything you like right now, what would it be?

Travel somewhere


17. Are you in a relationship or single?

Single


18. What makes you attracted to the person you like right now?

I actually don’t like one right now


19. If you could replace your partner/best friend with a celebrity of your choice, would you? Who with?

If I had a partner, I wouldn’t. 


20. Are you holding on to something you need to let go of? If so then what? Sure, many things. Mostly feelings 😂


21. How did you celebrate last Halloween?

I went for trick and treating with my nieces!


22. Have you recently made any big decisions?

Yes!


23. Were you ever in a school play?

No, but we didn’t had those anyway


24. What movie would you use to describe your life?

To Write Love On Her Arms maybe, without the drug part


25. Is there something you have dreamed of doing for a long time? Why haven’t you done it?

Youtube, and I didn’t started because my confidence is pretty low


26. Complete this sentence, “I wish I had someone with whom I could share…”

Everything, even though I already have my best friend for that 


27. What are two things that irritate you about the same sex?

Nothing tbh 


28. What are two things that irritate you about the opposite sex?

Nothing tbh 


29. What is the best thing that has happened to you this week?

I only had one day of school


30. What is something that makes you sad when you think about it?

Alot of things


31. How long was your longest relationship?

Romantic: Never happendFriendship: About 14 years now 


32. Have you ever been in love?

Yes


33. Are you currently in love?

With myself


34. Why did your last relationship end?

It didn’t


35. What jewelry are you wearing right now, and where did you get it?

I’m wearing a septum but I guess that’s not really jewelry, is it 😂


36. When was the last time you cried and why?

Yesterday, and for the most stupid thing ever. I’m really shy and have social phobia, and my mother and her husband renovate the hall, and it’s really small and I couldn’t pass her husband and I didn’t want to say that I need to go pass him so I left the hall, went back to my room and started crying. He’s really weird, in a bad way, and I dislike him, for my defense.


37. Name someone pretty.

Emilie Autumn


38. What did you receive last Valentines Day?

A text from my bestfriend 😂


39. Do you get jealous easily?

I do


40. Have you ever been cheated on?

Friendship whise definitely 


41. Do you trust your partner/best friend?

Yes, I do.


42. Ever had detention?

Yeah, I skipped classes alot when I was in highschool


43. Would you rather live in the countryside or the city?

City. I like the countryside, but I like privacy. Not knowing everyone, not getting judged by a bunch of old people


44. What do people call you?

Lisa


45. What was the last book you read?

To all the boys I’ve loved before by Jenny Han


46. How big of a nerd/dork are you?

Way to big


47. What kind of music do you listen to?

Everything actually


48. How tall are you?

“””Tall”””; Im 4”9


49. Do you like kids?

Yes, I love kids! 


50. Favorite fruits?

I usually don’t like fruits, but probably bananas


51. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?

Leggins all the way


52. What’s your earliest memory?

My sisters trying to throw me into a river as a joke


53. Ever had a poem or song written about you or to you?

Yes, by my niece


54. Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

Both, but only if I take the pictures


55. Do you have a collection of anything?

Pencil’s, life of an artist am I right


56. Do you save money or spend it?

I used to spend it, but I’m trying to save more now, since I’m moving out soon


57. What would your dream house be like?

I prefer smaller ones because I’m paranoid


58. What top 5 things make you the angriest?

Ignorance, racism, sexism, violence, doublestandarts


59. What top 5 things always brings a smile to your face?

Food, netflix, books, friends, free wifi


60. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

Well, I get fired then


61. You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

a) Everyoneb) Probably still watching netflix and youtube alldayc) No, I’d be glad it’s over


62. Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.

People that are completely happy and share their happiness with other people, to make them happy too


63. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

England or Switzerland, since two of my friends live there


64. Do you like the beach?

No


65. Ever sleep on the couch or a bed with someone special?

Define special, to me everyone that I love is special, so I guess


66. Do you have a middle name? If so what is it!

Mine is Marie 


67. Do you talk to yourself?

Yes, I do that alot


68. Describe your hair.

Short, wavy/curly, silver-blue 


69. What is the meaning of life.

I don’t know yet 


70. What is your ideal partner like?

Funny


71. Do you want to get married?

No


72. Do you want to have kids?

Maybe, I’m not sure


73. Like or dislike your family?

I dislike most of them


74. Are you Chunky or Slim?

Just fat
75. Would you consider yourself smart?

I’d like to, but I think I’m rather stupid


76. What would you change about your life?

Money


77. Religious or Not?

Nope


78. You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with?

Probably my best friend 


79. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?

No, I love him lmao


80. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?

Yes


81. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?

Watching netflix, eating pizza and drinking alcohol 


82. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?

Yes


83. Do you like when people play with your hair?

Yeeeeeees, I love that, it feels so good


84. Do you like bubble baths?

Yes! I also love bathbombs especially from lush


85. Have you ever been pulled over by a cop?

Nah, I can’t drive


86. Have you ever danced in the rain?

As a kid


87. Do you trust anyone with your life?

Yes


88. What was your first thought when you woke up this morning?

My neck hurts


89. If money wasn’t an issue, what top 10 places would you travel to? (You get to stay at each place for a week)

EnglandSwitzerlandJapanItalyAmericaFranceGreeceMexicoThailandParts of Germany maybe, I don’t travel around much here


90. How was your day today?

Okay


91. Play an instrument?

No, I tried playing piano, but my fingers are too small lmao 


92. Describe the what you think of the ocean.

I hate it, it’s deep and scary and dark, just no


93. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts?

Ghosts, yes


94. Honestly, are things how you wanted them to be?

No


95. Do you have a mean bitchy scary side?

It’s my only side 🌚


96. When are you vulnerable?

When I’m confused


97. How much free time do you have?

Alot


98. Do you like to go hiking?

No omg 


99. Odd or Even Numbers?

Even


100. Would you ever go sky diving, bungee jumping , cliff diving, wing suit gliding, parasailing, snorkeling, or other extreme activities?

No, no, no, no, no, no and no